mended

Hi ppl... sorry for not updating regularly... Well.. I'v been kinda busy with life you see... My life's really a hard one to live... Anyone wants an exchange ?? Jk... But it still rocks lah... And its you who have filled it with colourful memories.. Well.. Let's start with friday.. My parents and sis left for Thailand and will be returning only on Tuesdays... That means I'll enjoy 4 days of peacefullness....!!! =) Actually planned to go sentosa with Xuan ye and her frenz.. But then something pops up and she couldn't go nor meet me... Oh yar.. she's damn funny lah.. she went out to buy shampoo then lost her wallet... I mean okay... then she said her roxy wallet eloped with another roxy wallet.. haha... still got mood to joke.. lolz... Then later at night I went over to my uncle's house to stay over... before that I was at chua's house, we studied abit... At night I watched initial D for the first time, quite a nice show.. then talked to my darling till around 3 ??
Then on sat i went to church at 9 a.m for mission trip training... Went to little india to have lunch and interacted with the ppl in tamil there.. Was fun man... So is my team.. Haha.. Then at around 3 p.m I went home and changed into formal wear for a wedding dinner... its wif xuan ye again... Well... that day was the worst day of my life... She last min told me she didn't wanna go to the wedding... And i was already there !!!! I mean wth... Was really pissed and disappointed wif her lah... So much for her assurance... I went to city hall mrt and waited for an hour for her... She didn't come as usual... (Some information is disclosed) Feeling shattered and broken, I went to church... Made up my mind to break up with her.... She's jus too much lah... I sat with Sam and company throughout service... After service I went to where my cell was seating.. and trust me.. everyone who saw me was lyk woah.. you went for wedding arhh ??? So arkward lah... Have to eat at the hawker in that.... Sigh... Then after eating went to sam's house for stay over... Was fun lah.. We stayed up the whole night.. Went egging and chatted throughout the whole nite.... had quite a few close encounter wif the cops... haha.. Sldn't say too much about it... It's confidential... And yeah.. Then it was sunday morning before i knew it... Went home and changed.. then left for tuition straight away... So tiring lah... But then didn't catch any nap.. called conray and went to yi sin's house to play dota... And in the process I found out that that Conray and my bao bei knew each other already... Was pissed at them at first for not letting me know lah... Conray that asshole made her hide it from me... GOD knows how long they are gonna hide it from me... Around 9, went out for dinner with Con then went home.... Sigh... Still got my hw not done yet... Think I'll go finish them now... Okay.. cya...

Broken

Today.. You crush me into pieces.... Do u have any idea how i felt ?? No.. You simply dun care.... You saw me there.. waiting for you to appear... but u didn't come up to me... You chose to hide... You said you didn't have the courage... Well.. I believe that... 5 mths have passed... It's time to really make this decision...It's tough... But it's a must.... It's over... A huge burden lifted... But.... a even bigger one came... You'll neva understand... "Sorry..." was the best u could give... But do u noe that it meant nth to me.... Everytime, u would only say sorry, i won't do it again... but the very next day u did it again... Life was cool before i knew you.. It froze after we got together... And its melting now... HAha... who cares... no one !!!

Today i skipped all remedials to go to your skol and waited 2 hrs outside for you... Well... maybe seeing your friends is good enough... Now.. It's time i find a hole and bury all this fake memories we once had... Haha.. wad a joke.. did we even have any ?? Sigh... Guess its time i really concentrate on my studies... 3 weeks more... Sld be enough time for me to prepare... Cya... I'll be gone... Miss me dudes !!! bye...


-RyAn-
-YouShatteredMyWorld-

Why ?

Story time... Let me tell you ppl out there a story.. Got this idea from a friend's blog...

Once there's this guy call R.. Through a friend, he met this gal call W.S... He msged and talked to her on the phone oftenly... They have neva met each other b4... Soon they became good friends then god bro-sis... One day.. R asked W.S for stead, W.S was lyk "okay...." R was glad that he found himself such a great gf... So he decided to meet up with her... It was the first time they will be seeing each other... R ponned tuition jus to attend that date... He waited for her at P.S from 5 p.m to 10 p.m... She didn't turn up... R was damn freaking pissed.. But decided to forgive her as he is a nice person... XD Then R requested W.S to meet serveral times more... 3 mths have passed... And so far they have not met up even once... R started to have wild thoughts... Maybe she didn't lyk him... or maybe she's seeing some other guy... These tots jus kept circling inside of him.. They jus won't go away.. R told his good friends bout it and they suggested breaking up would be the best solution... R decided to hang on as he loves W.S deeply.. But everytime, the same things happen over and over again.. The waiting time went from 30 mins to 1 hr to 2 hrs to 5 hrs to one whole afternoon.... Over the months... R kept waiting and waiting... But she didn't come.. No matter how hard she promised to come... She jus didn't.... 5 mths have passed and they still have not met... R's results in skol was damn lousy so he decided to spend the remaining time to study for the yr-end exam... Therefore, he banned himself from talking to W.S... That's the only way in order for him to buck up in his studies... This story ends here for the time being... What will happen.. nobody knows... Maybe they might break off, or come back together....but no matter wad the outcome is... GOD has already planned it out... It's only a matter of time when it will be revealed....

Interesting story yarh ?? It's a true story of Rajh.... I feel really sad for him... Nvm... I believe god will help his followers when it comes to tricky situations.... God bless ppl...Cya...