Kumar Patel's "Square Root 3"

I'm sure that I will always be

A lonely number like root 3.

The three is all that's good and right

Why must my 3 keep out of sight.

Beneath the vicious square root sign.

I wish instead I were a 9.

For 9 could thwart this evil trick

With some quick arithmetic.

I know I'll never see the sun

As 1.7321 Such is my reality, A sad irrationality.

When Hark! What is this I see?

Another square root of a 3.

As quietly as co-waltzing by,

Together now we multiply.

To form a number we prefer,

Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds

With a wave of magic wands.

Our square root sign become unglued

Your love for me has been renewed!

-Kumar Petal-

I believe in true love no more unless proven wrong.

Sorry haven't been updating recently.. Been quite busy with work acutally.. Thus, neglecting my studies.. This is bad... Yes i know.. Hmmm... A little re-cap of wad happen last weeked.. Friday night had cell in sch, it was my second time back to cell this year after being mia for a long time since year 1? Been drifting away further and further from my dear cellies.. But i'm back.. Hahas.. Okay.. cell was great... enjoyed worship so much.. due to the fact that i haven been to church for the past 4 weeks because of work.. Working practically ate up both my saturday and sunday.. Acutally its gonna take up all my sat and sun as long as i'm staying on this job.. Working from 10am to 10pm.. Rough day yeah... But really nvr felt as happy and satisfied as that for a long time.. This is wad i call life.. Instead of hiding in my bedroom, emo-ing bout the torn-apart relationship i use to have.. working the hours off is actually a good way to spend.. and more imptly i love the other promoters there.. Frenly and stuff.. and always cracking jokes all the time... Okay.. back to church.. Like i'v said.. Haven been to youth service for like a mth.. Missed all the worship and preachings.. Hmmm.. Guess i'll take leave on one of these sats to visit church again.. Although i'm drifted apart from church, i nvr stop meeting up with the dudes.. Gambling at sam's, drinking and clubbing still goes on.. =D Last sat, ended work at 10.30pm, met up joab and conray for a night of excessive clubbing.. Well, acutally was jio-ed by my NS fren, Jac went as well.. her first time.. Hahas.. was so glad to see them after such a long time.. Clubbed and drank till like 4am.. Took a cab home.. Details of wad happened in the club , i wish they remain confidential as i really hope to forget that incident.. Jus take it that it nvr happened.. =/ Sunday started work at 10am... Another day of crapping and slacking during work at Taka.. Cuz the floor manager wasn't ard for the entire day.. I practically slacked all the way.. Took frequent smoking breaks, had random meal hours and worst of all.. I met up abby from church at ard 8pm for late dinner.. LOL.. slacked for 1.5hrs with her before returning to work.. LMAO... imagine getting paid to slack.. Wad a cool job i'v gotten myself.. Hahas... Getting my pay on the 2nd June.. About 400 odd i guess.. hahas.. now dreams of owning a new hp and psps are starting to be relished.. Well.. still have to control my spendings abit.. needa save up to pay tuition fees.. Rmb my previous trip to taiwan? Yes.. that one with JC, PH and YL... Spent every single cent that i saved to pay my sem fees there.... Had a marvalous time i have to say.. would definitely not mind having another one during one of the coming holidays. Hahahas.. Okay... Mon was vesak day.. worked as well.. Nth much practically.. But towards the closing hours was rather busy.. Once i had to serve like 4 customers in a go.. Wheew.. almost killed me man.. They were all so damanding and rude. Fuck you bitches.. I'm a promoter.. Not ur son.. Dun keep asking me for opinions man.. Jus buy and get the fuck out of my way... Fking Irritating.. TOlerance level is only { } this much so stay clear of me when i'm pissed.. Cuz i'll be the last thing u'll ever rmbed if i get violent..

Hahas.. but i'm nice if u'r nice to me.. So dun let that keep u from being frens with me.. I'm actaully a really nice guy u know? Hahahahs... I bet the whole world knows except her.. Haix.. At times, thots of her will jus pop into my head.. She's like a tatoo, leaving her mark on me for eternal.. But not gonna let that take my singlelisim away from me.. Cuz i'm enjoying every moments of it.. =P

Thrusday,

Went to skol late, nvm that, was watching man utd and chealsea wad.. Man utd won obviously and they won me some fast cash as well.. Hahas.. but alr spent it so.. Hahas.. Ended skol ard 5pm.. Went home for a quick change of clothes before meeting Celine. She happens to know me thru my sister.. Although it was Jon tian who officially intro-ed us.. Anyway.. met her up and acc her to send her CPU for data- retrieving.. Hope u can get back all ur beloved photos and proj works.. Hahahas.. Oh yeah.. Jon tian's lappy crashed.. wad coincidence.. Cuz celine's desktop crashed as well.. Haahass.. so wad does this mean? Go dell.. LOL... after sending her CPU for repairing, met up jon Tian at mac's to study.. In the end didn't really do much.. Except played tirbal wars and talk cock with them.. Went to play pool for abit ard 11pm.. took the last 261 home.. Sent her home as she lives jus streets away from me.. Reached home ard 1 plus in the morning.. Dota-ed and now blogging.. LOL.. its 4.45am now and i got skol at 8am tml.. WTF.. lol.. okay.. gtg catch some slp now.. Ciao !!

Trouble !!!

Oh my dear lord.. Wad is becoming of me... Lazy is the only word able to discribe me now.. Siao liao lah.. For the past 2 weeks.. I'v been missing lessons regularly.. Becoming damn lazy to go to skol.. Or even revise.. The only things i do now is game, watch anime and work.. =( Its saving me alot of money but.. Zzz.. at the expense of my studies.. Die liao lah... Haix... Will be working frm sat to monday.. At taka if i'm not wrong.. Come look me up if u'r free ppl !! =)

Oh my fking lord !!!!

What the fk is wrong with this Austrian mother fker? In case u ppl are puzzlled by wad i am refering to.. I'm talking bout the Josef Fritzl Case.. This 73 year old fuck build a underground dungeon, how cool ? U think so? Wait till u finish reading this post... He locked up and repeatedly raped his daughter Elisabeth in the underground dungeon - and the abuse lasted 24 years. She was only 11 when the rape started and at 18, she got lured by her dad into the under-ground dungeon.. Jus what the fuck... Not only that.. During the 24years of raping, he made his daughter pregnant 7times.. And she gave birth to the 7 incest kids... Nb Pua cb.. What the fk man.. For 24years.. I'm only 19 eh !!!! And for the past 19 years, i'v like done so much shit.. Been ard europe, America, Studied more then 13 years... And working as a promoter at Robinsons.. She? Locked up in a fking unlitted dungeon... Omg.. And i still can't believed i'v actaully been so close to her.. I'v been to Austria twice.. Yes.. And all these sufferings and toutures have been already going on.. Now that CB kia is comfortably lying in his solitary cell watching tv... Pua teh mia.. After wad he had done.... Is throwing him into jail the best u mother fking judges can do? eh !!! wAKE UP !!! He raped his own flesh and bone eh... His own daughter !!! For 24years !!!!! Sld jus chopped off his penis lah.. Throw him into the incinerator like wad he did to one of the twins who die jus hours after he was borned... How fking cruel.. And he actually lied to his wife that their daughter had ran away from home at the age of 18 to join a cult.. Cb... WAD injustice is this man..

Here's the link for those that are interested------>

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/pages/live/articles/news/worldnews.html?in_article_id=564291&in_page_id=1811

Now think of it.. I lived such a fortunate life.. No worries, no sufferings, no tortures... Haix... Wad is a BGR problem compared to many other fucked up problems that so many poeple are going thru right now... =/

Update !

Hey people.. Haven been updating for awhile.. Too many things happened.. Not really alot but i'll jus breeze thru wad i did for the past whole week..

Monday was the shittest day of my life.. Sort of lah.. Well u see.. I left home on sunday night due to a arguement with my mum.. Crash over at jon's place for the night.. Went home early in the morning, showered then left for skol.. Since the day i left home, My mum nvr once spoken to me.. Its quite sad.. Its like (touchwood) I have no mum anymore.. Haix.. Okay.. skol was good.. Meet up with my group as usual.. Didn't do anything.. Jus plainly listened to lecture and watch some videos on racisims and why prejudice existed.. Sort of changed my whole opinion on racisim.. Hahas.. Suddenly felt so racial hamornious..

Tuesday wasn't any better.. Skol work and stuff.. Practically.. The whole week was like jus skol and nth else.. Well.. On wed.. Went out with seany boy since there isn't training due to Labour day on the following day.. We took at train down to RP.. Went to watch a hip hop dance audition.. Reached the skol quite early.. Was suppose to meet up with his gf.. But well, since we had time, went to tour the skol on our own.. Went into the lecture theater, tuitorial room floors and practically walked ard the skol once.. Went to the sports blk, saw sarah.. Hahas.. Long time since we last met. Played pool and chilled out in the lib.. Cool enviroment.. Met up with his gal mel next.. She was in hip hop clothes with lots of make ups.. Ate dinner in this small cafe next to the audition room.. Watched the whole audition next.. Dance steps were pretty much straight forward.. but i guess its still too tough for many ppl as most of them keep forgetting their steps.. Hahas.. Was funny watching them look so lost and pai seh.. HAHAS.. No offense but.. was really funny.. Hmmm.. was ard 9pm alr by the time everything ended.. Can u believe it? We spent like 5hrs in RP.. LOL.. doing nth practically.. Hmmm.. Took a train home after that.. Next day was labour day.. I work full shift at Cp.. Was damn tiring.. the rate of ppl flowing into robinson was crazy.. never folded so many clothes in a day in my entire life.. Now i think i can help out abit with my house chores.. Lesser the burdens of my mum.. =) 12hrs of work really can knock u out.. but it was a very enjoying period.. Jus work and work.. Forget about all the unpleasant stuffs and has either happened or is happening.. Won't say i love this job but the pay is quite reasonable for the amount of work done.. Except on thursday which was busy like hell.. On weekends was more slack.. Thru this job.. I was able to practice communication with many different customers.. and its good hearing customers praise ya for jus that little bit o service u provided them with.. =) Now.. am hoping to get my application at DFS accepted.. Hope to work there man... There's always a first time to everything.. So yup.. Looking forward to more new challenges into my life.. Friday night, went training after skol alone at warrens, was to bowl on the sat league.. Dad picked me up aftr training, on the way home, received a call from sam, boys are gathering at his place for poker.. Since didn't have to work on Sat, i went over.. In Jus like 1hr, i lost 30 bucks.. My lord.. Haix.. didn't feel like continuing.. then suddenly rembed Jac's bday chalet.. So we drove over to downtown east.. Crashed in for the night.. Gambled poker till like 4am.. LOL.. made 16 bucks... But lost 30 on Black Jack.. Damn.. Sam, conray and joab went home, I stayed over at the chalet till next morning.. Met up sean and mel at the tampanies Station.. THey were heading to town so joined them since its on the way home for me.. Went to Chinese swimming club for the competition.. Bowled a 132, 169 and 187.. Disappointing.. We lost overall i guess.. Fked.. If only i had more confidence in myself.. Anyway.. got to forget bout it and move on.. Which i know i will and i can.. Cuz i'v done it b4.. Sunday went to work again.. Thought will be working at Taka.. In the end suppose to be at Cp.. didn't get the chance to meet up Shu hui.. some promoter i knew during my first day of work there.. Anyway.. At cp, was quite fun though.. Got to know afew more frens.. Hanged out abit after work then headed home.. Still got a proj to rush.. So i guess i'll stop here.. Ciao !!! =D