~Love is patience~

Friday, October 10, 2008

Last post~

This shall be my last post for a veh long time.. Have decided to stop all these as i dun have the time anymore.. =X

Last day of work.. We quitted.. Wanted to jus hand in our punch-card and leave but ended up sympathising the in-charge of the day.. whom happened to be the first person i met at work.. Irene... She begged us to stay on for jus 1 last day as they are really short of ppl and we did pull in alot of sales for them.. Imagine.. Jus 3 days of sales and their earnings were roughly over S$50k... Hahas.. at least did our part.. but jus couldn't stand the over all in charge.. To think she even wanted to cut my pay for jus a 5mins break i took.. Haix.. bound to meet f up ppl like her.. So jus decided to cut short our working days.. originally was till sunday.. oh well.. 4 days of work.. can say we really enjoyed our time there at IMM.. hmmm... okay lah... This is where i end my post.. and shall say goodbye to my avivd reader yuko.. hahas.. And a few others.. hmmm.. take care people.. Till we meet~





the you i once knew is not you anymore... she has died...

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

Yuan liang wo~

Today.. or sld i say ytd.. Tuesday, 7th of Oct... For the first time in my life.. got pushed ard by a gal... A 16 year old gal.. who threw punches and slaps and kicks at me.. Shot cig butts at my face and left my both arm with scratch marks and cuts... And wad did i do... Try to talk sense into her.. Didn't retaliate as I dun hit gals... Esp her.. But wadever... after ytd morning's incident at the void deck and carpark.. I'v finally seen her true self.. And finally understood why those things she told me happened in the past.. And many other things as well.. So.. yes.. i'm finally moving on for real.. This gal that i met up with ytd morning.. appears nothing like the gal i once knew.. totally pan lou liang ren... Call me a loser, call me humji, call me coward, call me fan jian, call me buay gan... U wait and see... You claim u'r a big deal in Yishun and AMK right? See me outside and wad will u do? I bet with ya.. ya do nth.. All u know is hung ppl with all ur bullshits.. U wan play gangster.. u found the wrong guy to play with.. I dun have so much time to waste on u fighting all the zhui u diao.. or ur whoever great deal u have backing u up.. Even he* is a pathatic loser, from wad i see.. So go ahead and enjoy ur life.. enjoy hor.. See who have the last laugh lor...

Went to work as usual.. today was less busy compared to ytd.. been msging her the whole time.. Felt like time flies damn quickly... =) and quite a few customers complimented my services.. which was good to hear if u'r in the service job line.. =D And there's this guy who gave me his number after i served him.. think his working in some agency.. and told me to ring him up if i need a job. =D Its a really sweet deal.. Now got 1 more lobang le.. Hahas.. anyw.. pay jus came in.. not much but was jus only 3 days of work.. Now really got to learn to save for rainy days le.. K lah.. getting late.. later need to start work at 12.. going to bed now.. chaoz..


Hey gal.. dunno when then u will get to see this but.. i'm starting to feel something growing.. =) Erm.. hope everthing's gonna be smooth and steady lor.. Good luck for ur O's.. =D

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

New phone~

Finally !!!! Finally, i'v changed my phone... =D

Went with dad to paragon M1.. didn't have any particular phone in mind.. as long as it has a good memory support base and looks cool.. Went there.. toured the promotion section and pondered for the longest time.. Finally close down the cirlce of phones to jus the N82, N95 and the Sumsung Omnia.. Iniatilly picked the N82 but it looks like crap.. So scratched it.. Called janis halfway to seek her advise.. And she told me to go ahead for the N95 as the sumsung model hasn't been very stable for usage.. So i got the N95.. Finally.. hahas.. Hmmm.. after that.. went home and had the biggest quarrel with dad and mum... They kp that for the past few days i'v been bringing ppl home to stayover.. Guy frens and on one occasion a girll.. but fk that.. she's jus a slut.. Hahas.. and of cuz i know wad sluts are.. easily differciatable from decent gals... Hmmm.. but i did not.. I DID NOT do anything with her that night... She jus merely had nowhere to go and came over to use frenster then slp.. seperate beds.. I slp on the spare on while she slept on my bed.. Arg... dirty my bed.. aiya.. wadever.. But the worst shit is that i caught her fking virus.. was very sicked over the last few days.. Physically tired.. mentally distorted.. Emotionally hurt.. 3 in one attack.. Ouch right... but i know i will pull thru fine.. =)

Jus came home from slack with leong.. Wanted to meet yu long but nb.. tua me time over time.. Arg... nvm... went to meet up Alan and Jon Tian ard 1am.. Went to 107 to eat the 24/7 ban mian.. Been going there alot ever since i knew the group.. Always after lan-ing at thompson then walk back.. these ppl are crazy lah.. anyway.. walking is good.. helps with the weight losing.. So fat now lah.. =( Plus shaved head.. Look like cock.. LOL.. Hmmm.. anyway.. took a cab home with leong.. Nb.. first time see a black cab.. its grand-er then the freaking Mecz cab lah.. flag down rate 5 bucks.. nnb... Sur charges 2.50.. LOL.. enter the cab alr 7.50.. Ki siao.. but fk it lah.. now fiancailly abled le.. Been working and stuff.. so yup.. Now working at IMM.. hush puppies sales event.. Its a 1 week long event.. 6 per hour.. Not bad.. but only working for 4 days.. Mon to Thrus as i got another job offer from friday to sun.. Waitering at some club house.. 7-7.50 per hour.. estimated earnings 100 over per day.. Not bad not bad.. Hahas.. Hmmm.. tmr work starts at 12pm... Still need to pei leong and long to tanglin for leong's reporting.. Sianz... Jus waiting up for Long to reach my place then sleep le.. Hmmm...


And as for you... I really tried not to chap into ur life le.. But it jus happened.. Didn't really act like a PI at all.. Coincidence lai de.. You dun wanna believe then up to u... I still have feelings for you no doubt... but i won't let history repeat... What happened to Norine, i'm suffering the consequnces now.. so jus chill.. Dun wanna think bout u but my mind pian pian wan to think i also bo bian.. cuz prob i'm not a player.. dun switch gals so easily.. =/ K lah.. dun say myself till so good.. dun wan someone to puke.. Hahahas.. no offence but i think we both know is who lah hor.. LOL...


Na de qi jiu yao fang de xia.. =S
how hard... =(



Zui jin zhi dao ni hen qun rao.. hen nan shou.. But wad can i do.. Nth.. yes.. nth... Haix... =/

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Zui Jin~

Heard that u didn't go for ur papers.. Why?? Its not in my power to concern or question.. but my heart still bleeds silently from the wound.. I jus dun wan u to end up the way i see things will be.. I jus tot u'll be smart enough to know u deserve smth better in life.. Why do i care so much when u dun? Its because u dun even care, that's why I cared.. but there's nth i can do.. Except to ignore as much of it as possible.. and that seems to be one of the hardest thing to do... But well... I guess its too late.. You are, after all, going down... Jus remember.. I won't be there when u climbed out from ur drop.. You'r prob saying i dun give a f**king damn.. F**k off and die.. And u most probably will regret it all in life.. Haix...

Saturday, October 04, 2008

Souless~

Now its weird.. i dunno wad i wan anymore.. i am becoming someone else.. And yet, i'm helplessly watching evolution taking place without putting up a struggle.. my god.. My life has totally sunken into a state of depression.. And it suxs...


I'm cool not having anyone ard.. I'm cool not fallin in love or being loved.. i'm cool if u didn't meant wad u said.. I'm cool with it all.. Cuz i know you'r happy after doing wad u did.. And i live up to my standards.. I'm cool if u wanna go.. I'm cool..

Thursday, October 02, 2008

Bad day~

Ever since the hair cut.. Things haven been going well for me.. Haix... =(


Skol faster start... 2 weeks and counting..