when u win some , u lose some too~

2 days before sam leaves SG... A dear fren, a true brother who has been thru thick and thin with me for almost over 10years... Now we'll all gonna miss him again..


Friday:

Actually wanted to pon sch cuz dear's coming to AMK to meet me.. But due to the super important presentation from 3pm - 5pm... so couldn't pon... after sch met up with hh and alan and lolo.. then cabbed back to amk.. By the time i got back dear alr reach hub le so went there to fetch her to my place for maths tution.. study awhile and then slack.. Went to sumo house which happens to be dear's all time favourite in the past.. Then walked back home to meet wei wei they all as they were all playing basketball at 350 court.. slack for abit more b4 sending dear to get a cab home...






Sat :

Dear came over my place for late breakfast.. then she fell asleep on my bed.. pig sia !!! LOL.. anyway, studyied abit more after she woke up.. Then halfway my frens called me to join them for street soccer.. Dear came along and waited for me.. Patiently she was waiting by the side for me.. Sorry hor.. have to make u wait under the hot sun.. left early.. went home showered then headed to town for dinner.. initially wanted to have pasta mania at far east but the queue is so fucking long.. oh.. saw felicia and min min there.. Tmd.. damn suay.. everywhere i go also see her.. suay sia... iTs like a freaking curse.. Christmas, new year and now again.. anyway, went to paragon to look up sebas and catch up abit.. and since we'r there.. we settled dinner at swensons.. Didn't have to wait long for our seats though its as crowded.. After dinner went to cine to slack.. then send baby to the mrt while i cabbed down to sam's.. All the boys were there.. i could hardly remember when the last time was since we last gathered everyone.. Was really fun.. bought 30 cans of tiger.. 12 for sam and we splited the rest.. Then more of his local frens from sec skol came over.. 1 brought martell.. so we helped ourselves to it.. lols... Then went most of the other clique is gone, the boys from church and i went up to sam's for our guy's talk.. It's been a long while man since we last did wad we did.. and jon went totally crazy.. turned into a gay.. was touching me and ben the whole time.. fuck.. k so anyway... slept at the coutch downstairs till next morning and bus-ed home...







Sun:

Didn't sleep at all after shower... Was like on the com playing poker all the way till noon.. this game has gotten me addicted.. like totally.. can spend my whole day jus playing poker... Oh oh.. my sister bought 2 hamsters.. lols.. At first i thot my mum told me they are gonna get hampers.. then when i called them again they were at the pet shop.. so i was thinking to myself wad the hell are they doing in the pet shop.. got sell hampers there meh? or they making pet hampers.. lols.. k lah.. i heard wrongly.. is hamsters.. not hampers.. Ard 4 pm went to marine parade to look for dear at roxy square her workplace.. jade is there as well.. went there to acc them cuz dear say like got no customers.. So practically slacked there and played with jade while dear was doing extensions for her godsis.. After work.. acc dear to the marine parade market for dinner.. Then went to the pet shop to look at pets.. then cabbed to dear's place... Slacked there till like 10 plus then to town to look up sam and sniff, his cousin... Also there were steward and champs and sarah.. dunno if i got there names right.. k.. so went over to steward's to slack.. drank like 4 glass and was pretty seh alr.. vomitted abit.. was okay after that.. played wii.. bowling and another stupid game.. was damn lame lah... then ordered macs.. and we got the delivery guy to get us cigs as well.. lol.. paid him tips of cuz.. went home at ard 5am..




today :

Stayed home and rest the whole day due to not feeling very well.. Didn't go for my re-test.. =/
oh well.. k lah.. going downstairs for a cig break.. haven smoked the hole day.. feeling abit gao wei... dear.. dun stress too much k??? Do ur best can le.. !! I'm always here.. =D *hugs!!

Breaking free~

Sat:

Initially the plan was to visit certain Poly with certain people.. but kanna put aeroplane.. So nvm, Stayed home and helped do abit of hus-work like mopping the floor and cleaning the sofa... Then got changed and went down to town to meet Sandrina. Practically the whole 1 hr plus was jus an escort for her and her sis and cousin.. Went ard Far east, then to Lido.. Went off to look for wei and gina who happens to be in town for a job interview at some hotel..

Slacked outside with them, and decided to head back to Amk. On the way back, Nana and me went to Novena to look up jon.. who was ever eager to meet nana.. LOL.. so slacked abit there b4 heading down to look for the rest.. Then chua called and ask me over to sam's.. Went to hub and slacked with the rest of them for abit b4 heading to sam's. Had a couple of drink, with an empty stomach. Till a point where i couldn't take it, Nana offered to drink in my place.. ThNx gal.. =D

Was pretty much seh alr so sent her home b4 heading home.. Got into some trouble but it's solved so... Slept at 5am, 4 hours later i was up again and heading to warrens for the team selection roll-off.. Did an average of 173. Was pretty bad.. =(

Darling's facing some problem now.. Its sad but girl.. Take care of urself really.. I'm sort of worried for u at times.. Went home after the selection.. Rested till 6pm b4 heading down to Parkway there to look for dear.. She's working at Roxy Square.. Went with her and her god sis to PP to get her heels.. Happy gal now ah darling.. Hahas.. someone's as tall as me now wor.. Sianx.. no more shoulders to rest on ler.. Hahas.. after that went to a pub and had a couple of drinks as well.. Her godsis later sent me home.. Thanks a million for the lift.. Really appreciated.. Went to look for des and dason.. Ate at their place.. watched them dota and di siao them for abit b4 heading off to meet jon.. Slacked a little.. had a nice little talk.. Still things are kinda complicated but i hope its not as bad as i think it is..

Took last bus home, chatted with dear and cheryl for abit b4 wawa came to look for me.. Slacked till 3am and we both headed home.. Am really tired now.. Think i'll head to bed for a nice rest.. Ciao ppl..




Nana and me at sam's place..

PHOTOS !!

Not really in a mood to blog... But sch's really wearing me off hard.. Jus wanna share some photos.. Enjoy =D

Some pics i took when locked out of hus on New year day..

The Boys !!! Jie hua, yu long, yu xiang, guang ming, me , des, xuan ru, wei wei, dason.

(Top to btm, Left to right)

The gang whom celebrated New year's Eve countdown with me.. I love them all..

The peeps who went bonkas with me in town !!! Boys !!!

My face is blocked... =/

Rather cute i find~ =D

Two tear drops were floating down the river.

One teardrop said to the other, "Im the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him.
Who are you?"

"Im the teardrop of the man who regret letting a girl go.."

She teardrop consoled, "There would come a time when we have to stop loving someone because we found out that they'd be happier if we let them go..."

He teardrop replied, "But then you'll know that you miss someone very much when every time you think of that person, your heart breaks into pieces and just a quick 'Hello' from that person brings the broken pieces back..."

she teardrop said, "It's really painful to say goodbye to someone else that you don't want to let go; but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way it should be."

She continued, "LOVE? It's kind of complicated, but I'll tell you this.. The second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy, that's love right there.."

He teardrop pondered and said, "You know, if I had the letters "HRT", I can add "EA" to get a "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT".

But I'd rather choose "U" and get "HURT" than have a "HEART" without "U"..

She teardrop smiled and replied, "Giving someone all your love is not an assurance that he will love you back. Don't expect love in return, wait for it to grow in her heart, if it doesn't, be contented it grows in yours."

He teardrop continued, "She told me once, do not be too good, I will miss you. Don't be too caring; I might like you. Don't be too sweet; I might fall for you."

She teardrop smiled and said, "A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes."She teardrop continued, "If you love her please let her know because it hurts to love when you have to go. Take care of me; don't go away because if you love me, you will stay.. I love you and do you know why? You got me when you first said Hi..

He teardrop said, "You are brave she teardrop, now I know it's always better to have found the courage to love even if you lose it in the end rather than never found love because you were too afraid of the challenge."

He teardrop continued further, "Did you know that the expression "Nothing" is the subconscious mind's way of saying I Love You.. That's what I do, I told her NOTHING and because of that I lost her even though I love her.. I cry for the time that she was almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old and the new. I cry for the times I thought I had her!"

She teardrop consoled, "Relationships are like glass, sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together, or worse, have nothing strong to bind it together. You never lose in loving. You only lose in holding back."

He teardrop cried, "Now I know, I have learned. Don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you, don't drive it away from you because if you did, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once next to YOU..."

Deja vu~

Agony, Pain, Struggles, Torments.... and the list goes on....

If ya think u'r going thru it alone, think twice...

Had this urge to shout out loud 2 words....


FUCK LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A slight make-over...

New Year's Eve ~

You know wad? New year eve this year was awesome.. THe fireworks, the atmosphere... and the ppl that went with us to the countdown.. It totally rocks !!! And the spraying fun i had with joab and company in town.. Followed by knowing Mel.. Everything jus gets better.. Alright.. this is a rough post.. will edit it and hopefully throw in a few photos as well...


Sam's party last night was totally wicked sick man.. So many fun loving peeps and awesome guys with no alcohol drinking limits.. Jon, joab and ben are fking smokers as well.. OMG... wad is this world coming to.. LMAO.. Invited mel and really was a enjoyable night at sam's place.. Guess it'll be the last party for a long time.. =( Will miss him man.. Alright.. heading out for dinner now with wen hui then busing down to sam's for basketball.. Ciaoz!