Prelims !!!

Hi ppl... Sorry for the late posting due to examinations... I'm back.... !!! Last 2 weeks was lyk damn torturing... Had my prelims... Well... practically slacked throughout the 2 weeks.. playing this really OLD online game call gunz... Jus got back my results today, as in the all the papers except English... So far, I'v already archieved 4 F9s... Wow.. I jus made history... Damn freaking disappointed woth my results... But who can I blame... No one but myself... Thanks lah jon.. everyday ask me play gunz... =S Was damn stunned when i got back my papers lah.... Estimated my L1R5 to be 40.... Cant even get into poly lah !!!!!!!!! OMG !!!!! I am soooo screwed up... Following are my results...
English-B3 (most probably)
Chinese- C5
Maths- B4 (most probably)
Comb. Science- F9 (both phy and chem got F9)
Comb. Humans-F9 (both his and ss got F9)
P.O.A- F9
Add. Maths-F9
If someone tell me i'm not screwed up, I'll kill him... Argh !!!! How !!?? What to do !!?? I'm so lost !!! Sh** !!! Rats !!! Dang it !!! Haiz... Anyway.. wanna thank one person for always being there for me.. Whenever i'm down or somwthing.. She'll cheer me up... Thanks !!!(You noe who you aree !!) Sigh... Anyway.. I heard my Hp ringing... gtg answer the call now... Cya... Post again next time....

Happy days are over...

Hi ppl... Back to blog.. today was quite okay.. Had fun in church... As usual she didn't come today.. She neva came... Coming wasn't her intention.. Making me wait was.... I'm starting to shake... I think i won't be able to hold on much longer... The things you did are beyond forgiveness... But i will forgive you, cos ilu... I dunno why but i jus do.. And I hope next sat, all the torturing and suffering will end.. For good or bad... I jus sinercely hope that it will all end....
Well... get back to today.. Left house at around 11 plus.. Went to church to meet jon and some ppl to play dota.. I noe exams are here but dota is simply unresistable.. Haha.. Played till 3.30 then went for lunch before going for cell... We did prayer walk today... Was quite okay lah.. didn't pray much... Jon and I were talking about our prelim results and stuff...It was really saddening cos i'm supposed to meet my friend at 5 but she didn't reply or call me.. At 6 i went for urshering...It's my first day and duty.. Was quite an experience as I'v neva knew how the system works... After that went for dinner with the usual.. Talked to Shermaine for a while before joining the rest for dota again.. Hey fred.. I'm sorry I didn't join you for pool.. Real sorry... On the home, she msged me.. Well.. things didn't go right for us.. so i did what i had to... I hope its a right choice.. Shermaine !! This is wad you have been longing to hear right ?? =D
Okay lah.. write till here.. very tired now... feel lyk sleeping.. cya...


-IfYouLikeMe,PlsTellMe-

Exams !!

Hello Ppl !!! Since I'm so shagged from studying Chemistry for tml's paper... I'll blog for a while yeah.. :) Today was lyk quite a worrying day... Had my SS and emaths paper 1... Maths was screwed up lah.. Felt so disappointing after the paper... my answers were mostly different from the answer skim's one... Dead le lah.... Luckily SS was quite relaxing.. I spent the whole night yest preparing lah... Whew... So after the last paper of the day, I went to the canteen to wait for some ppl, coincidentally my add maths teacher walked pass... He asked me if I want to drop add maths as I had skipped serveral remedial lessons... I was lyk HELL NO !!! Cos i was rushing to others places, that's why i pontang... hahaz... Valid ?? :D ok lah.. write till here... cya...



-tAlK2MeThIsSaT!!pLs!!-

Exams !!!

Hi ppl.. sorry for not posting for such a long time... Well... exams are here so time on the computor is limited... Although i mabe online most of the time but i'm away.. studying lyk crazily... hahaz... Believe me and you'r an ido** !! Well... trying my very best to settle down and study lah.. Had my science practical prelim yesterday.. hopefully I didn't screw up.. Today had english.. well... Vocab was hard.. Only knew 2 words out of 5.. Damn screwed for that section.. Summary was quite easy lah... But i'm sure i didn't have all the points written down.. Cos I'm at the same time racing against time... That was paper 2... Paper 1.. I chose the topic a mistake.. Well it was so coincidence lah.. The night before I went to bed, I read Jon's post.. he wrote about how he got screwed up by his friends.. His friend told him that they are having this, this and this... but the next day, The papers were that,that and that... Hahaz... imagine how screwed up can that be... Well.. I pity Jon lah.. but wad's done cannot be undone... so jus forget bout it and concentrate on o lvls.... Well.. having E-maths paper 1 and SS tml.. I learnt from Jon's mistake and doubled check with 3 friends cos i'v also lost my timetable list... So suai lah.. lucky i have trust worthy friends... Not trying to say you(Jon) dun have lah... =P Ok lah... Jus finish the whole chapter on Seperation and Merger... I spot topic so yar.. getting myself ready for it tml... Feeling quite confidence now though... Ok lah.. Write till here... gtg sleep le.. cya !!!


-Its Fine iF yOu DuN waNnA TalK tO mE-

Why ?

Life sux !!!

Another day of endless waiting....

Yesterday was nevertheless same as the previous dates... We didn't get to meet up again... I guess its really my fault... If only I waited long enough, we could have met le... I'm sorry honey...
Now I shall begin blogging...
-Yesterday-
Went to skol from 8 to 11a.m... went home, showered and stuff...On the way to meeting my bao bei, i sent her a stupid msg lah.. And in the end screw up everything... Really regretted sending that..was suppose to be teasing her de lah.. but she took it for real so... yar lah..felt really bad... She wanted to break up but i kinda persuaded her to hold on and stuff.. glad we'r still together... I went to harbour front station and waited from 2 plus to 5 ?? Couldn't take it anymore so i went off to meet Chua and Yi Sin, they were at amk so i went there to meet them... played lan till 8 then i msged my bao bei again.. asking her to meet me at orchard at 8... I was late.. reached there at 8.30.. but it doesn't really matter.. cos she's not there yet... How i wish there could be a time where i'm not the one waiting for her to arrive but she waiting for me to arrive... Sigh.. nevamind.. No matter wad, i'll always be there waiting.. I'll neva give up on you baby.. I waited as usual, thinking that she'll be here any moment... But how wrong could i get !? She was at city hall all these while.. sitting somewhere thinking if she sld meet me.. I rushed to city hall upon knowing that she's there... Searched all the 3 decks but couldn't find her... I'm serious.. I did... Went to raffles city, checked star bucks and places but couldn't find her... I know she must have her reasons, so i'll respect her decisions... no matter wad they were... i'll always be there waiting for her... Msging her was the most difficult thing last nite... all the msges she sent me... made me sort of cried, not only on the train.. but all the way home... Reached home at 11, quarralled with my mum... Sorry lahz... was in such bad mood le.. then she still wan to lecture me on my hp bills... Think my dad's gonna cut off my line when he returns... My bills went up to $146... so sorry ppl... this might be my last month using my hp... Talked to shermaine at around 12 plus... told her bout my day... it felt good to have someone listening to my problems... Plus Shermaine's nice... =) After we hung up, i couldn't sleep so went online... went to read her blogs and everything.. trying my very best to understand her more... God pls help me !!! She's only reason I live for... Without her.. i'll rather die... I jus love her so much !!! Hope she can overcome her fears one day.. cos I noe that's the day when we'll finally meet... I'll be waiting... Think that's about it...

-Today-
Woke up this moring around 8, looked at my hp, hoping that she have already replied... Well.. nope she haven.. but nvm... I'll wait.. Played a song call Right Here Waiting by Richard Marc from my hp mp3... The song really expressed out my feelings... "Where ever you go, wad ever you do, I'll be right here waiting for you, Wad ever it takes, or have my hearts break, I'll be right here waiting for you..." Guess wad ?? My bao bei replied my immediately after the song ended... She assured me and stuff...I was really touched... I love you Xuan ye !!! Yup.. that's all until now... Going tuition later... Cya ppl...

ZZZ

Hello... Sorry took kinda long to return to blogging.. Jus wasn't in the mood this few days to do so... Yarh.... Okay... let's start off with yesterday... Woke up at 8 am to study, msged my bao bei and she replied me at around 12 plus !!! One lazy piglet she is man... hahaz.. Yarh so I went out around 1, Was planning to meet up with Jon Chua and have lunch but that guy was lyk no where to be found lah... So in the end I went to the lan shop, saw joab and his friends..they were lyk asking ppl to play against them...pros mahz... hahaz.... yarh..so i played with them lah... won that match... i looked at my hp clock and it says 4 pm.... i was lyk wth.. I got hospitality at 4 !!! Hurried to church but only to find Jon Chua at the field playing soccer... sianz.. the 2 of us setted up and was starting to make the drinks, that's when the rest of the cell members start coming... Singaporeans.. haha... always late... luckily the whole thing when quite well.... We left the cleaning up to the other team and went in for service.. That's when I realised that I haven actually ate lunch... My stomach was growling lyk hell lah.. Asked Yi Sin to accompany me to the hawker to get some food and he was lyk why ?? I was lyk nvm lor.. wad friend... That's my style lah.. You'll get use to it one day ppl.. XD
Yarh.. so after service went to hawker.. Wanted to sit with Jon Chua but he dun wan to pung seh some other friends so he pung seh me lor... In the end I had to lyk sit by myself... Luckily Fredrick came by and we sat at another table... Dinner was lyk damn great lah... Mee Hun Kway,Po piah, Fried dumplings.... Haha.. Totally I had to pay $8 plus... But it was worth it lah... After eating went to play lan with the usual gang, Fred joined us... the first time i played with him... His okay as in dota... We had some team work but still lost the match lah... After a night of hearttrob dota-ing.. we went home... Read my gf's blogs... Realised the things were not good with her so I got her to chat with me on the phone.. hopefully i can cheer her up.. yup...so that's about all lah... cya ppl...bye !!

Why ????????

This is seriously getting up my nerves... Why !!?? Arg !!!!! Can't take it anymore le !!! Can't stand ppl lieing to me everytime.... Fucked up life... Jus wanna die !!!

Today waited another few hrs for her before going to yi sin's house... As usual, things didn't go as planned... Well.. they normally dun... So think its kinda normal huh.... Wasted to much time slacking... Needa spend more time preparing for O lvls.... Haven really started much.... Hope we can hopefully meet up one day... I noe that one day is still a long time from now... Hopefully I'll have the patient to wait... Life's lyk this... Freaking torturing... Sigh... Amy, guess wad u said was right... You noe... ;p Dunno ask me lah !!! Sianz.... Well... watching tv now... The superstar show.. The blind man won... Guess many ppl are crying now... Well... competitons you'll always have to expect the unexpected... It has always been lyk that.... Ok lah.. write till here... cya ppl...