Happy days are over...

Hi ppl... Back to blog.. today was quite okay.. Had fun in church... As usual she didn't come today.. She neva came... Coming wasn't her intention.. Making me wait was.... I'm starting to shake... I think i won't be able to hold on much longer... The things you did are beyond forgiveness... But i will forgive you, cos ilu... I dunno why but i jus do.. And I hope next sat, all the torturing and suffering will end.. For good or bad... I jus sinercely hope that it will all end....
Well... get back to today.. Left house at around 11 plus.. Went to church to meet jon and some ppl to play dota.. I noe exams are here but dota is simply unresistable.. Haha.. Played till 3.30 then went for lunch before going for cell... We did prayer walk today... Was quite okay lah.. didn't pray much... Jon and I were talking about our prelim results and stuff...It was really saddening cos i'm supposed to meet my friend at 5 but she didn't reply or call me.. At 6 i went for urshering...It's my first day and duty.. Was quite an experience as I'v neva knew how the system works... After that went for dinner with the usual.. Talked to Shermaine for a while before joining the rest for dota again.. Hey fred.. I'm sorry I didn't join you for pool.. Real sorry... On the home, she msged me.. Well.. things didn't go right for us.. so i did what i had to... I hope its a right choice.. Shermaine !! This is wad you have been longing to hear right ?? =D
Okay lah.. write till here.. very tired now... feel lyk sleeping.. cya...


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