Christmas 2007

Hello ppl, this year's christmas countdown. I dunno how to describe it man.. Maybe a Woooooooooaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!! is still not good enough.. Hahas...
Its super crazy lah.. But it was good.. Really... 11 guys.. u jus dunno wad kind of fun u can get out of it.. Hahas... Imagine.. 11 GUYS !!! In town !!! Waiting for countdown, With sprays in our hands !!!! LOL... alright.. i'll go in detailed.. Hahas.. Jus keeping u guys in suspense.. =P

Ytd woke up, first thing in my fking mind was norine.. But aiya.. jus have to hammer the truth that's she's gone and nvr coming back.. It hurts but its the truth, no point lying to myself anymore.. She's found someone more mature and not as childish as i am.. But fk u lah, his as childish as i am.. Nnb... Forget it.. Prob more childish.. FUCK !!! LOL... alright.. then erm.. dota-ed for a game with wh, that's ur birthday present dude.. LOL.. we owned that game.. Hahas.. Then had to rush off to meet Jon Tian for lunch, i was in a shirt and it was a freaking hot weather and he wants to eat at S11... lyk wtf.. aiya.. for bro.. BE A MAN, DO THE RIGHT THING.. lol.. so we ate in the so called "afternoon desert tempt" condition.. LOL.. no lah.. its not that bad.. Hahas.. Okok.. so after eat we went hub for a stroll, then went to heeren cuz jon needed to do the christmas shopping.. hahas.. smth i'm waiting for a long time, finally can get my pair of haivianas! =D Walked ard heeren alone while his getting the stuff, was crowded man.. squeezed thru seas of ppl.. Really missed her alot during my times at heeren.. its lyk we'v done so many things and left so many memories back.. Haix... Saw this really nice top, wanted to buy for her, but will it be appreciated? Also wanted to buy a n.u.m bag for her.. But haix.. it can only be considered as a spare considering how much she hate me now.. Hmmm.. went to meet Ben and jeremy and their group of frens at hard rock cafe (near forum) for early dinner.. it was only 5 plus.. LOL.. And the food there sux.. that's wad i heard.. cuz i was too full to eat again, and the prices of the food were lyk woah !! I can get double ur portion cheaper at botak jones.. LOL... okay lah.. the bill came, 230 bucks plus shared amoung the 8 of them.. GST alone was 30 alr.. Sick man.. GOVT WHY RAISE THE FCUKING GST WHEN U ARE ALL SO DAMN RICH !!!!???

After eating, we had no plans on how to burn time till countdown so someone came up with cs lan-gaming, hahas.. sounds no-life, but yes.. we went lan gaming, cs on christmas eve.. hahas.. spent ard 2hrs to 3hrs there.. quite shiok lah.. XY and sylars (ben's fren), joined us halfway lanning, we then decided to make our way down from selegie to marina square for countdown, walked there and when we reach there, the whole area was so damn dead.. no crowds, no chicks, no banglas, lol... so we changed the venue to town, orchard area, took a bus down cuz it was alr 11.40pm.. dun wanna miss out the countdown... alright talking bout countdown, it was crap lah.. the 11 of us got sprays and Yao Zhong came up with the idea of fake countdowns, we went ard counting down before 12am and alot of ppl got faked.. lol.. We went to get spray cans and each of us had 2 bottles of ammo each.. hahas.. imagine if u crossed paths with us.. Even banglas were turned from black to white.. LOL.. And we were victorious in every battle, LOL.. until when we ran out of the spray, we went ard scaring the crap out of ppl, lyk jus popping up in front of them and pretend to spray, girls went screaming their lungs out, their frens will most prob run away first, leaving their frens in lurch.. LOL.. super fun man.. hmmm... wanna consider my best christmas, but without her, so i dunno if its a good thing or not.. the btm line is i had fun.. much more then the times i had christmas with her, cuz i could really jus be myself, dun have to act ryan.. Haix... We sprayed all the way from Center Point to Far East plaza, hahas.. we'r all thirsty and stuff so got drinks from KFC, then decided to head off to chimjs (wadever the spelling is).. Decided to walk there cuz midnight charge is up and now that the cabs are all on Double Damage.. its gonna burn a hole in our pockets.. and since we have lots of time anyway.. So we walked, stop by orchard towers, went in and took a look, thai homosexuals and gays were everywhere.. LOL... we walked out from the other building, saw a chinese chick outside, and they dared me to grab her, so i went , tapped her up, and she offered me $600 for the night.. I'm lyk fking stun, first time doing this wad.. So i acted lyk a regular and bargined, i told her i'll do it most for $200, she looked at me and agreed, lol.. wad a slut.. And of cuz i didn't do it lah.. i told her was jus joking.. And she ran off giggling.. LOL... but dude, she's hot china chick, trust me.. =P

So we walked to chimjs, took us wad, 2 hrs? before that we stopped at this bar near PS.. the building where there's lots of billard outlet and bars, the owner was fkin kind, the hospitality we got from him was lyk the best, we were treated lyk VIPs.. So we went in, sat down, it was lyk warm cuz the place was croweded, he took a fan which another group of teenagers were using, and gave it to us.. Damn nice lah the owner.. Then we asked if that group minded us taking the fan and he was lyk "oh, that;s my daughter and her frens, they dun mind.. " And god.. her daughter was damn chio.. freaking chio sia.. all of us we stunned man.. hahas.. Anyway, we looked at the menu, 1 bottle of chivas 700ml cost about $230.. i mean poor chaps lyk us might be able to afford 1 bottle but the lady was pressing us to order 2 or 3 bottles, so we were reluctant and left, felt really ps cuz the owner was damn kind to us.. Hmm.. so we headed to chimjs, walked ard an hr.. reached there, alot of bars were closed, thank god there was 1 still operating, we each order cocktail.. Paid ard $23 each... then some of us went to the dance floor and danced.. Hahas.. all guys nite man.. it rocked !!! After drinking, it was ard 5 plus, and some of us were hungry already, so decided to walk to lau pa sat for breakfast since it's 24hrs now.. Had the worst ba chou mee in my whole entire life... By the time we finish it is alr 6 plus, we made our way home, some cabbed , some mrt, i cabbed with jeremy's fren, forgot his name, he lives opposite me, lol.. from np too.. coincidence, nvr seen him my whole life in amk though.. Yup, reached home bathed and went to bed, slpet for ard 5hrs, went out to sizzles for lunch with family and relatives...as usual, loke siew and his mum working there, said hi and ate, then went to open present.. wasn't feeling well, heavy headache, prob cuz of too little slp and drank on empty stomach.. Haix... Christmas without her was lonely and miserable, but christmas without brothers, i will die.. Okay lah.. i'll blog till here.. will be flying over to taiwan tml 8am flight, have to be at the airport at 6.30am... so early !!! Sian... But looking forward to visiting Taiwan for the first time in my life... Will be fun man!!! Okay lah.. got to pack my stuff.. Will update my blog after i return, which is 31 Dec 2007.. hopefully can countdown there in sg.. ciao!!


Norine, merry christmas.. thnx for ignorin me all the time, thnx for all the misery, i felt wad i'v put u thru, but not till this extend.. I'm human too baby, but i ain't weak... I love you.. Take care of urself.. cya...

Christmas eve

Hey peeps, Let me tell u something, i tot this christmas eve is gonna be a dead one.. well anyway.. i dun intend to let life screw me up... So tonight is the night to celebrate for once since that unfaithful day... Its a pity i wouldn't be able to celebrate with her... But still hopes she have a happy merry christmas.. Hmmm.. Its gonna be epic tonight.. A long night and a fun one definitely before i fly off to taiwan.. I'll check in again on tml to update ya guys bout christmas in town.. XD


I MISS YOU !!!!!!

I MISS YOU !!!!!!
I MISS YOU !!!!!!
I MIS YOU !!!!!!
I MISS YOU !!!!!!

Norine... I love you alot baby.. i will not let go till my very last breathe.. I love you...

Moving on

Hey ppl.. Jus reached home from sam's place, am real tired now but i decided to jus do my blogging first, Enthu kid mah.. hahas..

Ytd, went for the church musical at 6pm, meet up with ben , jeremy, JC, Xy for the musical. Was really in no mood to watch lah.. but at least i stayed till when my sister's dance was over.. Left and waited outside with JC, talked bout the things but was still of no use.. The pain is jus too unbearable, but man, at least it's over, for now... The musical ended ard 7.50pm, and there were free food, so we each took a dinner box each and went to the hawker cuz the tent area was already packed. After dinner we went to coffee bean at paragon. Sat there and drank till ard 11pm. I tried White chocolate ice blend for the first time cuz she liked it and wtf.. it was actually pretty good. It means she has better taste. Cuz my regular drink would be mocha blend , and doubt she lyked it..aiya.. all in the past le.. Well, on and off, i kept thinking bout her.. It was really pissing me off bad and there's NTH i can do.. WTF man.. hmmmm.... after we left, went to CP to look for karen to chit chat, she was workin till 12am.. So since i'm in the area, might as well look her up and see wad advise i can get from her.. Was pretty a expected reply though.. Haix.. That's why i named the title that. =/ After that we went to get some mixers, then went over to sam's place. Well, it was the first time i stayed awake thru-out the whole night, drinking, talking, man.. Really loved these bunch of ppl.. they are lyk the best kind of frens you wished u ever had.. hahas.. thnx guys.. We slept for lyk 3hrs before setting home. Sam was still slping so we jus went off. And ben, u mudd !!! LOL.. Hmm... took 74 and reached home.. LOved that nite.. Hope we do it more often.. =D


Gonna take a shower then meet up with JC in town prob to pass him his presents then prob meet up JT and karen for gifts hunting.. alright man.. update till here.. later..


I miss u.. if u ever were to run into my arms again.. I'll hold hold to u tight..

Memories of nobody

I miss her.

I love her.

I need her in my life.

Will you wait for me?

Baby.. I miss u more and more each day, and knowing that you'r heart is drifting further and further away from me kills every living part of me.. As long as there is still a single breathe in me i'll wait for you... No matter how long it takes... I love you baby..

Controlling

Hey ppl, how's you all ? doing great? hahas.. christmas is nearing wor !!! Dun forget to get me a present.. hahas.. Anyway, today was great, well, not really in the morning cuz my first tot when i woke up was her, and realising that she's not ard anymore jus pushed the already stucked knief further into my heart. Managed to get over it though, was talking to sean on the phone, man.. we suffer the same fate, and dude.. i'll be there for u whenever u need me man.. Bros always.. Went out ard 3 plus to meet JC in town, walked ard cine and heeren cuz he wants to get a wallet for PH for christmas.. How loving.. Sighs..we walked but couldn't find any, bumped into Jon tian at his work place instead.. hahas.. Yay.. finally got my haivianas at a sweet price.. After walking for an hr or so, we had to go off cuz we had other stuff on, i went back to amk to meet up with the class cuz was suppose to have a class gathering today.. well, many ppl back out last min and there was jus the 7 of us.. Pathetic sia.. lol.. but we had fun lah.. went to NY for dinner. had yankee burger shared amoung myself, des and ger... the others order their own share.. And for the first time i see XZ since dunno when, couldn't regconize him sia.. his hair machiam some anime char.. LOL.. serious !! Erm.. after NY went to Neboo for ice cream, i didn't had any.. was damn full from the burger... We watched National Treasures 2.. The plot was good.. hahas.. and it was a 2hrs long movie, dunno how XZ sat man, he actually hurt his butt by jus sitting down and watching the movie.. LMAO...After the movies, as usual we splitted up, went home.. Looking forward to taiwan.. Whee~ Okay lah.. blog till here.. cya !!!


I miss u, baby...

Keeping away

Hey ppl.. Fk.. its so weird blogging again man.. Haven touch this stuff since lyk yrs ago.. Hmmmm... Well, now that i have the time, i'll prob jus do blogging as part of my daily routine. =)
Life's pretty much sucky.. Erm, Wads else.. It's gonna be a lonely Christmas this year. hahas. Not to forget that i still have frens, its not so bad afterall... Well, Alot of things happened during the past 2 months. Alot of things and words that are unnecessary are done and said, and in the process ppl got hurt... Yup, that's pretty much for my last 2 months living as a human on earth. Been really torturing, anyway, Looking ahead, the path's still mizty and there's alot of things to be accomplished. Why waste time over such un-impt stuff rite? =) Well, the btm line is that wadever feeling in my heart still stands, its smth that cannot be changed. Alright, now, wad sld i talk about leh... Today jus started, ytd wasn't really nice for me to talk about anything... Aiya.. okay.. i'll jus back track abit on life, for the benefit of those who donno me well, I'm a poly yr 2 student studying in NP. engineering course, Erm, i had a gf, had a pretty life, but my world was crushed to pieces 2mths ago.. Well, i couldn't say its not my fault, and i couldn't say its totally my fault, hmmm... Jus that when 2 ppl who have lived tgt for so long, things may start to change, and when they cannot adapt to the changes of their partners, arguments, quarrels, fighting arose.. And when these problems are not solved fast, or with a permanent solution, it will be almost hard to continue living tgt.. Unless the love is so strong that they are willing to overcome any obstacles. Yup, but anyway, its all the past, and wad i'm looking ahead to is a new life, but i hope that i can still be tgt with her even if i'm a totally different person. Alright, not to side-track so much, ytd was pretty much torturing and enjoying. Well, was supposed to play tennis at nyjc with XZ, des, ger, Lj and YD... And we'r supposed to meet at 9.30 am at amk hub.. but the moment i reach hub, it started to rain cats and dogs, and i'm lyk wtf... Siao liao... So 1 by 1, i told them its cancelled since the rain was so heavy. And ard 11 plus, when i reached home, it stopped raining.. so i decided to call them up and arrange to go play at a later timing, but well, they got other plans alr so i'll jus stick along to their plans.. And during these time till we meet up at 4.30 at hub, something happened that totally pissed me off.. Well, i am at fault totally.. Called her numerous time and when she fianally picked up, we talked and was obvious she didn't want to talk for long cuz she's dun wad lah trying clothes or smth.. erm.. but i insisted, then he took over the phone and warn me to stay away, so i asked him out and talk face to face, he chicken out.. lyk a pussy.... It jus screwed up my whole day.. Wasn't in any mood to do anything, Dota-ed for a game, went to watch Warlords with the gang, YD came for the first time since so long cuz he was busy with his A's.. We bought a 7pm movie, in the mean time had 2hrs to burn so we went to the NEBO cafe, played Balderdash, a bullshitting game, u got to be damn good at ur craps in order to own.. hahas.. was fun.. time really flew and next thing i knew was we were watching the show alr... It was quite a long show, erm.. during the whole time had her on my mind, wondering wad she's doing and stuff, wanted to meet up, but prob she's jus too busy for me anymore.. So after the movie went to botak jones, the AMK outlet.. Went there ard 9... Order the food, and when the food came, there were no fries, instead they replaced it with the vege.. so it was half a plate of vege and petti on the other half, fk lah.. to think they had lunch and dinner tgt alr pissed me off bad enough.. fk it.. forget it.. erm... walked to the 74 bus stop from the hawker, talked to YD and he gave me some advises... Walked home after that, talked to many ppl on the way home but really jus couldn't calm my heart down at all.. Went home, tot bout it and i really wan to see her and talk things out.. Saw her downstairs, tried to talk but it wasn't of any use.. I'm alr no longer in her heart.. So.. was really shity.. went home and dota-ed more.. till ard 5 plus. i decided since i wasn't slpy, i'll jus re-make my blog and starting posting.. Erm.. fell alsp halfway and found my laptop on the floor this morning.. must have dropped it or smth.. Thnx god the screen didn't crack or wad.. Hmmm... starting of a new day.. or sld i say a boring day? nah.. new day sounds fine.. i'm gonna try move on but my heart will always stay faithful to her no matter wad... I hope she knows it... Haix... k lah.. write till here.. Cya...