Its time...

I decided... Single hood is the best policy... But if u are willing to come back.. My door's open for u anyday...

Night Outz

Hey ppl.. Last night was so So sO FuN !!!! Went clubbing with sean and lionel.. Freaking 17 yr old Kid managed to get into MOS... lol... Anyway, MOS was our second option, First went to this place call The Pump Room, couldn't get in, the age limit for guys is 24, freaking hell... Sean's mum tried to argue her way to get us in but we figured why not try MOS then so we headed there, no queue and stuff cuz was quite early, went in took a drink and danced abit, then more ppl came and it was so packed that yeah.. grinding became inevitable.. LOL... Okay lah.. didn't grind much.. Jus a couple of chicks.. Anyway, most of them came with guys, couldn't do much also.. It suxs man.. Hahas.. Any gals wanna go clubbing next time? Jio me ah !!! HAahas.. DAnced ard till 3plus sean had to go so we went off, bumpped into joab and his frens in MOS, decided to join them for lan at chinatown, played till ard 6am and took cab home.. Man.. Got to do this soon again man.. Totally awesome night... Alright.. I'll check in another day.. Ciao...

Hmmmm....

Well.. Wad can i say man.. My life rocks !!! I love myself and of cuz you know who you are.. XD Hmmm.. well, let's say that little ryan has decided wad's best for him, He dun owe anyone anything espcially her.. Except GOD.. God, creator of man, The one and only King... Okay fk off.. Anyway.. Erm.. Jus wanna thnx god for all these he has given me, Why do i feel like i'm saying a prayer, LOL.. ANyway.. Yes sean, we best fk off.. They dun give a shit bout us anymore, why care so much man.. Let them regret and be remorse over wad they'v lost... You gals wanna move on rite? Move your fking ass(s) then... Wanna act tough? Nnb.. Mai ka lim pei play play.. Ccb... Anyway.. Fk them.. fk those bitches... Why do i feel so childish.. Ah.... Fk it.. Life's rocking up and down, no time for those pussies.. Studies first !!! Wooohoooo !!!!


Now... Friday nite, DRink, dance, Drugs !!! Opps.. sry.. no drugs.. LOL... DOGGIE STYLE !!!! Fk... I'm high.. nb.. who spike my drink? HUh !!! LOL... its 3.13am in the fking morning and i'm still fking ard... Yawnnnnn.... Time for me to fk off.. Nitez dudez...



I'm sry if this post hasn't been very educational.. I'm promise to try harder next time yeah ? So in the meantime, FK OFF !!!!

Best week

Hey ppl.. Sorry for not updating for so long, anyway, here goes, went to school on wed, had 3hrs straight lesson, then met up with my poly frens for lunch at Bukit timah plaza, found out from them that afternoon's lab is a make up for students who had previously missed lab practs, so haha... school sort of ended alr. Played pool at mambo then went to meet WS at Np bus stop, went to cine watched I am legend, Show's nice, but its abit stupid that it ended with will smith dead. After that acc WS to vivo to meet her fren, went off shortly fro training, and i was still as sick as from taipei, coughing maddly, reached warrens, went for meeting in a dying state, was picked vice-capt. OKay lah.. not so bad.. at least some responsibilities to carry now.. Think i'll focus more on bowling.. Its the only thing that i haven disappoint myself in... hahas... not saying i'm a very good bowler but anyday u wanna challenge jus ring me up..(NOT FOR NATIONAL BOWLERS) HAHAHAS... XD anyway.. i watched them training, till ard 9.45, couldn't take it, took out my balls and joined in for abit.. LOL... heng after so long, my touch is still there.. =) Went home after that..

Thursday morning i wasn't feeling well, so self-proclaim mc.. LOL.. went for the afternoon lab, important mah.. Was suppose to end at 4pm, but that fking slacker lecturer dunno go where, so i left at 2pm.. Oh btw, the lesson started at 1pm.. LOL... Went to SP, met up WS and attempted teaching her Engi Mech, but was too rusty le.. Couldn't help much.. Anyway.. Went off to MS and watched AVP2.. LOL.. the show's okay lah ppl.. Seriously.. Low cost production but its still nice... After movie sent her home.. Then took a bus home. Talked to sean on the phone the whole journey home and i bet the gal next to be is a fking kepo kia.. Nb.. Wanna listening and dunno how to act.. FK obvious.. anyway.. reach home and read some blogs, then went to bed.

Friday was the day i'm waiting since the week started, After IS module, went to meet up WS for abit, ate something at vivo then went off to Sam's birthday party, It was so awesome, his bunch of aussie frens were all damn cool, funny ppl, his cousin silth, or wadever, nb.. machiam lyk our local chris tucker, the things he say kan funny.. LOL... there were lyk 30 odds of us.. too many ppl's name to rmb, there is is pair of twins, they look totally alike, wait... wad am i saying.. twins of cuz look alike lah.. LOL... Fk tard !!! Anyway, we drank and partied till police came, lol.. Obviously the neighbour complained that the music was too loud.. Anyway.. heck care lah.. There were loads of chicks, 1 or 2 were nice looking, they rest, ewww... LOL... Cuz i was there early, so this chick , steph, chatted abit with me cuz i couldn't wad the rest of the guys were saying, lyk not use to their pace.. Seriously too fast..LOL.. like bullet-trains.. LOL.. Anyway, then more ppl came and finally ben jon jer xy came.. We hang ard, chatted with ppl about dota, WOW, and alot of other shit.. Was fun, then ard 11 plus most of them went to MOS, this guy , scott, he is totally gone man.. LOL.. DAMN DRUNK.. Couldn't even rmb his fren's name.. LOL...his funny lah.. so most of the ppl left, erm, left the 5 of us, 2 frens of sam and his gf.. We went out to drink more, and i swear i took ard 3 glass of chivas, wasn't knocked out yet.. that's surprising, then somemore shots, After that i was history.. LOL.. Slept by the drain till next morning.. My head was spinning so bad, I got sam to call me a cab and went straight home, Took off my shirt and fell onto my bed straight.. Woke up not long ago and now writing this post.. LOL.. Alright man.. write till here.. I'll slack ard.. dota for abit or wadever man.. Take care u all.. =)

Fucked up life.. so many problems appearing one after another... Sigh... Pls understand, i dun wanna see anyone get hurt becuz of it again.. So pls understand..

New Year

It's 2008 alr... yes.. its this fast...

Jus returned from taipei, was jus in time for countdown in sg, but i did it at home, how nice? Yeah.. Was sick halfway thru the trip, but who cares, really, she's gone, well, at least there's god, there's my family, there's my frens. She was the most imtp thing i ever had, i tried to hold on as long as possible, knowing that my grip had turned icy, but i didn't realise this day will come, the day she slipped away, was the day my heart crashed and burnt, its been 3 whole mths alr..... And its still burning, day by day, FUCK !!! Norine !!!!! Sigh........ Why does it have to hurt so much? Why can't i jus let her go jus like the previous gals i had? Why????? Maybe we weren't really destined.. maybe.... Fcuk...

Anyway, spent my last 6 days in taipei, weather went as cold as 10 degrees.. Its so Fcuking cold that i could barely walk.. And fell ill not long after, weak me, weak shit, RYAN U FREAKING WEAKLING... Can't even protect YOUR FCUKING GAL !!!! fcuk it man.... Went to a theme park, took every single ride in there, u name it, i'v done it... And i dun enjoy any of them, non could take my mind off her, non.... So wad if i went up 20 , 30 stories high and dropped down? I dun feel shit... Its all numb, but the scenery was nice.. Haix.. i dunno wad else to blog, this whole trip has been shadowed by jus thinking bout her... every lane i walked, every street i walked, every mall i walked, every bus i take, every where i go, i see taiwan couples couddling each other. Alright, taiwanese chicks are hot, really hot, u can't compare sg chicks with them, they totally lose out.. Des, looks lyk ur 6 mths of hell there doing attachment is not so bad afterall.. Hahas... Fcuk it.. Anyway.. She's really gone... Life still got to go on... I love you norine, and this is the price i pay for loving you... Wadever man... Hope his the one for u.. although i know, deep inside, that you'll get hurt... real bad.. but its up to u... u take care bah.. if u ever read this, which i doubt.. Hmmm... first day of 2008.. wad sld i do.. Hmmm... hwk bah... gogogo...

You'r history in my life.... It was a good lesson, u make a good teacher..