New Year

It's 2008 alr... yes.. its this fast...

Jus returned from taipei, was jus in time for countdown in sg, but i did it at home, how nice? Yeah.. Was sick halfway thru the trip, but who cares, really, she's gone, well, at least there's god, there's my family, there's my frens. She was the most imtp thing i ever had, i tried to hold on as long as possible, knowing that my grip had turned icy, but i didn't realise this day will come, the day she slipped away, was the day my heart crashed and burnt, its been 3 whole mths alr..... And its still burning, day by day, FUCK !!! Norine !!!!! Sigh........ Why does it have to hurt so much? Why can't i jus let her go jus like the previous gals i had? Why????? Maybe we weren't really destined.. maybe.... Fcuk...

Anyway, spent my last 6 days in taipei, weather went as cold as 10 degrees.. Its so Fcuking cold that i could barely walk.. And fell ill not long after, weak me, weak shit, RYAN U FREAKING WEAKLING... Can't even protect YOUR FCUKING GAL !!!! fcuk it man.... Went to a theme park, took every single ride in there, u name it, i'v done it... And i dun enjoy any of them, non could take my mind off her, non.... So wad if i went up 20 , 30 stories high and dropped down? I dun feel shit... Its all numb, but the scenery was nice.. Haix.. i dunno wad else to blog, this whole trip has been shadowed by jus thinking bout her... every lane i walked, every street i walked, every mall i walked, every bus i take, every where i go, i see taiwan couples couddling each other. Alright, taiwanese chicks are hot, really hot, u can't compare sg chicks with them, they totally lose out.. Des, looks lyk ur 6 mths of hell there doing attachment is not so bad afterall.. Hahas... Fcuk it.. Anyway.. She's really gone... Life still got to go on... I love you norine, and this is the price i pay for loving you... Wadever man... Hope his the one for u.. although i know, deep inside, that you'll get hurt... real bad.. but its up to u... u take care bah.. if u ever read this, which i doubt.. Hmmm... first day of 2008.. wad sld i do.. Hmmm... hwk bah... gogogo...

You'r history in my life.... It was a good lesson, u make a good teacher..