Fellow christians~

Monday :

Watched Twilight and yesman online.. LMAO.. was pretty alright both movies... Watched abit of the star wars as well but was reallly tired so headed to bed.. Sleeping timings were freaking irregular... Like for instance, i jus woked up.. Like wad the fish ?? Hmmmm... guess i'll be slacking ard and dota-ing i guess for the next 18hours or so b4 countdown in town with the dudes... Anyway back to monday, Met up with wen hui for abit ard evening time.. Been a long time since i last saw him.. Hahas.. and this sudden urge to cut and dye my hair came forth, so went to the place where he normally cuts... Its way cheaper and the lady is freaking frenly.. hahsa.. Now my hair's copper brownish.. Wasn't really wad i wanted but it'll do...Jus needed to get out of my black which looks so dull and bored..


Anyway... Tuesday was pretty much as slack as monday.. Jus that in the evening went to visit the JPI transformer camp which is in Bourna Vista.. Dad sent me there and went with with the rest.. The camp site is at NACLI for ur info.. Was a pretty cool hostel looking place and the rooms as awesomely huge.. Like fits in 5 easily.. Saw many ppl whom i'v nvr seen for a long time.. Whew~ Wad a sight... Was really excited to see them and wanted to stay longer and have a chat with them but due to time constrain.. Anyway, will be able to do that in church next weekend i hope.. Some peeps i haven seen for a long time, Nicole, sarah, charrisia, Natalie, yi sin, gen ting, alot more lah.. roughly 80 campers and most faces are farmiliar but like really haven talked to them for ages... Looking at them, jus brings back memories i had in previous camps with them...
So anyway, went off with ben and xin yu... bus-ed to Jurong east and then from there bus-ed to tp.. went to find wei wei and wawa.. Haven seen them for days as well.. Not much in dota as well.. Feels like i'm drifting but oh well... one step at a time..

Another piece of good news... I'v quitted smoking.. Not totally. but u know, trying hard.. haven touched a cig for like 2 days alr.. Not much strugglings though.. that i'm really surprised.. But its good news.. =D


NY Eve countdown will be awesome !!!

Reunion

Friday :

Didn't really sleep that night.. cuz i woke up at 11pm.. So basically wad i did was dota-ed till 2am.. went out to meet wei they all.. Slacked till 4am.. then walked home with dog.. Then we dota-ed again.. LOL.. LIFELESS SIA !!!! hAix... everyday dota.. KNN.. wtf man.. and yet i'm still a noob.. Zzz... Anyway.. dota-ed and smoked while i slacked alone at my corridor, which is wad i normally do at night cuz no one else is sane enough to be awake at that time.. Till ard 9am.. Parents drove me to commonwealth for the usual sat morning street soccer.. I haven been going for a long time and many were surprised to see me there.. Reflexs with abit off.. dribbling were shitty.. and practically i called it a waste of the morning there.. But its alright.. had some workout is better then nth.. So went home.. iniatilly wanted to attend church but was too beat alr.. fell onto bed and slpt till like 11pm AGAIN !!! lmao !!! So practically nite has became my day and day's now my night.. =X

Anyway.. didn't sleep as well... cuz was meeting abby in town at 1pm.. Planned like weeks back before she left the country to watch twilight.. and she's gonna watch it again with me for a second time.. but when we reached there... Cine, we changed our minds at the last min and decided to watch Bedtime stories.. I'm like wth is that... lols.. but in the end its a pretty damn good show.. Hahass... Damn hilarious and touching though.. =D

After that we took a train to the cathay where she's working... Sat outside at the starbucks area and chatted bout her problems and i got abit over reacted to the situation i guess.. well anyway.. i jus hope that she can get herself out of it.. and alll the best.. =D

I left at ard 6pm as i have another christmas dinner to attend.. this time family.. So train-ed down to jurong.. then bus-ed to my uncle's.. Tot i would be the lastest but i turned out to be the earliest... LOL.. if i had knew i would have stayed longer and chatted more.. But oh well.. ate a great feast over there and received loads of presents...There's gifts like watches, body spray, perfume, a couple of tees, and choc cookies.. Well.. Though i did received presents after all... i still think this year's christmas suxs... I dunno why but it jus sux shit...

Alright.. think i'll head to bed.. Next post will be on NY eve.. =D

Part of you indefinitely ~

ALWAYS BE MY BABY


We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby


this goes out to no one... =D

Texas Hold 'em !!

Oh god !!! I'm really frankly speaking a talent in Poker... God.. when was the last time i actually lost money ??? Previous 2 poker sessions with the boys were like a huge massacre.. Last sat night i won like $110 if u rmb.. Last night at sam's house gathering cum christmas dinner party, i won like $18 bucks.. its little compared to the previous one.. BUT ! wAit a min.. I'll jus briefly go thru wad happened.. The standard buy-ins were $20 bucks each.. And u get chips in dinorminations of 20 cents, 50 cents, a dollar and 2... So, during the first 6 rounds or so.. I lost everything.. It is seriously that fast.. So i bought in another $20 bucks.. Meaning i'm in debt of $40 dollars.. And guess wad.. My cards were pocket 9s... So i was thinking.. maybe i should bank in on my hands... I raised 50 cents to test the water and well.. many ppl fell for it... Sensing no danger.. I raised to like $6 bucks after the flop... Know why? Cuz the flop cards were 9,10,10... i was like WTF !!! I flopped a full house... Sweettttttttt !!!!!!!!!!!! Joab.. who also had good cards.. called me.. The "call" we use here is not like calling eaching other and talking.. It means he follows the raise.. and add $6 bucks into the pot.. My eyes were blinking, cuz i know that after throwing $6bucks down.. It'll be a lose lose situation to fold ur cards.. So i called for an ALL-IN.. Which was $20 bucks... Can't believed i actually had the fortune to all-in the moment i bought back into the game.. =D

And joab called me.. Money money money is all u can see in my eyes now.. =D The turn and the river card was quite useless.. And therefore Joab, who flopped triple 10 on the flop lost... And instantly in 1 round i won back wad i lost the previous 6 rounds.. Its awesome man.. This is jus one of my many mircle comeback stories.. There was also a pot where there were bout close to $80 bucks.. And i won it.. Purely luck i can say.. But even so, u need the freaking guts to put up that much money man... Alright.. think i made poker sound like damn fun.. It is fun.. but its dangerous if the amount keeps increasing.. Who knows 1 day we'll be playing a $200 dollar buy-in game.. =P

That's the life we have.. I'm sorry if u think i'm someone who wastes money like water.. It's not the case.. I prefer to spend money on entertainment rather then self-desires, for example, bags, clothes, watches, phone... Nah.. those are wad i call a waste of money actually..

Anyway... 31 Dec 08 is the siloso beach party !!! Any ladies wanna go? Cuz i figured it'll be quite lonely if i'm the only one there without a date amoung all my frens... Let me know yeah !! The tickets i dun mind paying for !! =D

HAVE a pleasant New year my frens !!! =))

X'mas ~ the worst x'mas ever !

Went town ard 10pm with des, das,wei, gm, shawn,wawa, mel, xiao bai, wen lin, another gal whom i didn't get hold of the name but happens to know her bday is on the 3rd Jan lols.. and practically we were jus walking up and down town aimlessly.. Ppl were spraying with their spray cans everywhere.. We kanna a few quite serious ones where i totally was covered in white foam.. Most serious one was me and xiao bai went to buy sprays and got attacked.. nth we can do.. =( Anyway.. beat up this banglah.. almost had a few more fights but got held back by the gals cuz i was leading the way mah.. dun wan to let the gals kanna anything.. Headed back to AMK at ard 1am and here i am at home.. blogging.. like wtf.. compared to last christmas and 2 christmas ago.. this is fking boring.. Fk... Its like u'r yearning to have someone there to celebrate with ya.. someone who fits into the picture, someone who can at the very least produce a smile on my face.. But i guess right now there's no one like that.. GOD.... today is ur bday.. happy bday my dear lord..

Ltr dunno if shawn's chalet still on anot.. now standby at home waiting for his call.. And i'm hungry.. only eaten 1 meal today so far.. Haix.. my dining time's all screwed up.. Hmm.. guess that's all for now.. CiAo...


You can't accept it??
Last time round u told me there's someone else there..
That's why i chose to leave..
Now u tell me its dead...
Let me correct you..
It's not dead but its free...
Free to love and free to be loved once more...
But i guess u lack no guys ard u to chose from..
That's wad i hate most bout gals...
But oh man.. It's over now..
Finally.. Tot i needed more time to get over it...
But surprises, surprises, surprises..
You ain't that impt anymore..
And getting that straight made things alot easier..
So much more...
And i guess there's no point in waiting till the next christmas..
Wad i expect next christmas..
Is wad i'm gonna focus on doing...
To make christmas feels like christmas...

=D

Christmas Expecations

Holidays are boring.. can't wait for sch to re-open.. Anyway.. the past few days have been very very tiring.. Alot of stuff to do.. Hanging out and bumbing ard.. Oh.. won like $110 bucks from poker on sat night and another $70 on soccer bettings.. but guess wad.. i'v spent every single bit of them alr.. LOL.. of cuz on presents... Think nothing much to buy anyway other then wei that group and prob some really old buddies of mine and of cuz her's... =D

Can't wait for thursday !!! It's christmas man !!! And that means she's coming back !! =D


This christmas... Its not gonna be the way i expected it to turn out but of cuz.. if anyone's making life difficult for me, i'll make it easy for myself..

Hopefully it'll be family dinner at some hotel.. Then meet up with wei wei that group.. Still pondering on whether should i go down to golden mount.. Heard from wei sheng Lao Shu invited all the brothers down to drink and celebrate.. But that'll will be decided tonight i guess.. Then prob will ton in town.. follow up by shawn's aunt's chalet.. Which we all will be staying over at.. Dad came back this morning and gave me $500 bucks to spend for christmas gifts and wadever fun that's gonna cost me but i guess will save up that bit of money for other purposes..

Looking forward to the almost cfm-ed trip to japan.. then followed by a immediate transit to australia alone.. Gonna look up sam over there.. Hope everything turns out fine..

I'll end this post with a Merry X'mas to everyone..
Will be in touch soon..
Ciao..

Ni Yi Ding Yao Hen Xin Fu ~

Taking some time off study to update this pathetic blog of mine which no one visits... Ermm... Currently in the midst of my common tests.. Its 3 tests in 3 days.. Now's the second alr.. Done jus okay for the papers.. Erm.. Still preparing for my last paper which is tmr.. I guess its really do or die this semester.. Anyw, let's talk abit bout ytd..

After my paper, bought lunch home to eat.. Was reading online manga recently, Naruto series.. Hmmmm.. getting back the feeling alr.. It's been like years since i last touch anime.. The last time i watched 1 was like a year ago when i broke up with norine.. Since then i'v stopped watching.. Didn't manage to finish bleach as well.. =C Anyw, read for like a couple of hours then fell aslp unknowingly.. Guess i was really shagged.. Hahas.. nvr felt this tired b4 for a long time as well... Woke up from my afternoon nappy ard 5-6pm.. Ate dinner at home then went out to Gardens mac to study.. Studied from 10pm till 12.30am.. Originally planned to study till next morning then go sch for exam str8 but then unexpectly finished all my revisions le.. So went to find wei wei.. Heard from Gina that they going prawning so decided to tag along.. Went to find wawa after that then yiying, then des.. On the way there, they koped like 2 bikes.. Halfway xuan ru called and came along.. Oh oh.. shawn too.. LOL.. knn.. shawn whole night keep asking me for cigs.. machiam i santa claus.. Knn.. bought a full pack at 1am.. Finished it ard 7am.. And i had less then 10 sticks myself... =,=

Reached the prawning farm, gm and dason came after awhile.. Then harris came to look for me.. LOL.. cuz we were walking past SPC and he lives the next block so i called him and jio-ed him along.. Didn't do much prawning cuz i didn't chip in for the rods.. Ended up chatting happily away with harris.. Kept disturbing yiying during that whole time.. LOL.. poor ah lian... =P So they rented 2 rods.. and they caught like 20 over prawns.. The prawns that day kan pau small size lor.. Ccb... Did the usual, BBQ-ed and ate.. Wawa and i had trouble starting the fire.. Even dog also.. NPCC de leh.. Diaos~ so i tried and tried but to no avail.. So the ppl there came over to help and finally we got our fire started.. LOL.. Ate and drank and slacked there till 8am.. Dog had to go work and i had to prepare for my paper at 11am.. Was damn shagged when i got home.. Slept for like 1 hr then got to go shower le.. Was late alr.. so took a cab down to sch... Costed me freaking $10... Haix.. bo bian.. money goes very quickly now.. no more fianacial assistant le mah.. =X

k lah.. heading to gardens mac again tonight to revise.. For now.. think i'll dota 1 game.. Haven touched dota for the past 24hrs le.. Abit not used to it.. Hahahas.. BUT STILL !!! i'M abit sick of it.. =S

Ciao~


The bond feels broken..
The heart feels cold..
Someone's leaving tmr..
Guess it's goodbye..
Take care and enjoy..


Guess i'll nvr find out wad that 4 letter meant..
Prob thinking too much again.. =/

Life is too short, live it to ur fullest~

Sat :

Went out ard 4plus to meet wei and gm at hub.. Waited for des, das, jun kang and yi ying to come.. Ate at the lvl 3 food court.. Paid bloody $2 for jus a red ruby.. Ultimate scammage !!! LOLS... Then slack ard hub.. didn't know wad to do.. Oh oh.. went to the bridge for a smoke.. Left 2 cigs.. so 1 for me and 1 for des.. jus nice.. smoking halfway.. i di siao our ah lian yiying asking her wan smoke anot.. Not bearing the consequence, she took it and threw down into the drain below.. I was like WTF !!!! My last stick eh !!! Its like a full stick lah !!!! Chao ah lian !!! Argh !!!!! Nvr mind.. forget it.. Des stang with me in the end.. Wanted to watch movie.. the wawa show but no nice timings.. I so wanted to watch so many movies lah!!! Wawa show, qurantine, the day the world still stands, twilight !!! So many nice movies to watch.. but no one to watch with.. Haix...

Anyw, decided to go play pool at champions.. Took a bus from hub there.. Reached there.. i was busy msging my bao bei on the phone and didn't notice they were going to check out the prawning thing.. so silly me walked towards champions and then ended up they had to shout for me to come.. LOL.. Wasn't very crowded on a sat evening so we decided to rent 2 rods.. Des damn zai lah... master degree in prawning i think.. LOL.. He alone caught 4... And i caught 2.. Wei caught 1 !!!! =P Wasn't as easy as we thot.. cuz all first timers mah.. so dunno how to catch.. the most funny part is when we going to bbq the prawns.. We didn't wash them.. Neither did we poke the satay stick into them to bbq.. we simply jus toss them onto the bbq grill.. And the prawns were flipping everywhere.. noob sia us !!! Then we notice some ppl washing the prawns and how they do everything swee swee.. Copy lor.. LOLS.. took the bbq-ed halfway de prawns to the basin and start washing them.. LOLS... Then poke.. we only had 8 prawns. jus nice 1 each.. But then suddenly des came back with a bucket with about 20 plus prawns.. Cuz there got 1 regular.. a uncle.. he damn pro at prawning.. caught like 60 odd prawns alone in 3 hrs.. LOL.. noob us !!!! Only had 8 !!!! So w/o hesitation, they started washing, salting the prawning and i'm taking care of bbq-ing the prawns,... Swee lah.. got dinner le !!! After bbq-ing them, we took them up to the pub on lvl 2.. Then ordered satay and 2 bottles of beer.. Cheers !!! Was really fun.. Hope next time got chance can bring my gf there.. =D Its smth not really romantic, nor really fun.. cuz prawning u really need paitence.. But the end result is the best.. Satisfaction.. =D

K lah.. photos !!!

Our catch !!!

IMY~

Wonder why i can miss that someone so much even though its jus a short span of 2weeks plus.. And getting that person out of my mind seems like the hardest thing to do, I'v tried every single way possible.. But only can keep trying to convince myself that the ending will still be the same like in the past... Haix.. bu yao dong xin bu jiu mei shi le mah... Haix.. be casual frens bu hao meh? Haix...

Was playing basketball after swimming.. nd you came... Dunno why my heart suddenly stopped.. Admit that i did lose concentration.. But nevertheless, still tried to give my all in the game.. Ppl who hangs ard me sld know me well enough... Wadever i do.. I GIVE MY ALL.. except studies.. Cuz that one really cmi... =X In you, i gave u everything... But u left me with jus a broken heart... You got the chance to make things right but u chose not to do anything bout it.. The cards are in your hands.. I'v got no say in anything.. I cannot force u neither will i beg u... Anyw, heard that u seems to be much much happier off w/o me.. Since that's the truth then that's the way it shall remain.. The scar will heal.. the bleeding will stop.. the pain will cease.. But it will nvr disappear...

Life still has to go on.... =)

So much to ask...

So much to say...

So much to do...

So much to Consider....

Sometimes, I really dunno wad to do when i see you... I dunno wad mood i should be in...

Happy? Sad or furious?

I really wanna know wad ya'r really thinking and i wanna know wad's holding you back...
Now that we all know where the problem lies, how to deal wif the problem and wad to do when another situation pops up... I dun see why we shouldn't let things happen... But of cuz things are not happening because i keep claiming that i no longer am interested... Hahas.. i wonder who will believe that.. I'm freaking contradicting myself by saying things i'v said... My heart ming ming shi yao de... Wo que yi zhi zai zhu zhi wo zhi ji... I guess its the fear of rejection bah... To hear the word "NO" again proves to be too big a da ji for me... Haix... Someone... pls get me out of this state...

Common test are like next week.. First paper is this friday.. And i only know like less then 20% of wadever that's gonna come out.. That suxs man..

Hope~

It has been weeks since....

Jus hope that things have simmer down abit and.. Hopefully all the boats are heading into the right direction...

Fond memories we had even though its jus a short 2 weeks plus tgt...

The photos says it all...

But thou shall let them be remained as memories forever...

Otherwise, how do we move on ?? =)

Frankly, i have no idea of wad i wan... the heart is still aching over the same person.. =X

But cruelty has descended upon us...

Even a simple " How are you?" seems so hard to be asked...

How good would it be if things can jus be reverted to back then... =/

Wishful thoughts i must say i have.... Its hopeless... =(

Single Life~

Sat,

Friday night wei came over to crash in at my place cuz sat morning we'r going to sentosa !!!
GM stayed over at Des's as i can't accommadate so many ppl at home with dad coming back on that night.. So wei and i dota-ed in the room till like 1 plus 2.. Went down to central to meet gina and her fren huiyu.. They jus got back from work.. So we ate at the small S11.. ok.. only me and wei ate.. Gina standard one.. always is her who jio ppl out to eat then ends up she never eat.. LOLS.. After eating went to my blk there to slack.. Sat at 353 round table.. Our standard slacking place.. Sat there for like not long only then got police came to screen us alr.. Knn.. was smoking with wei and huiyu.. they both under age so threw their cigs onto the floor.. I dunno why but i did the same thing when i'm alr legal to smoke.. LOLS.. anyw, picked it up and cont smoking after they left.. damn cock lah the police man.. Guessed i'm 15 yrs old.. Say i got baby face.. =,=!!

Then after that played songs and sort of K-ed there.. LOL.. Huiyu could really sing damn well.. Next time go k-ing will definitely jio her.. Damn beautiful lah her voice.. And one more thing, she got loads of piercings, and ang kong behind her right ear.. She said its a ying hua.. LOLS.. looks abit ugly though... Anyw, dunno why... standard one.. slack there sure will talk bout ghost stories and wei's real life experiences.. I hear till can repeat for him ler.. LOLS.. cuz always slack with diff group of ppl... Then ard like 4plus gg 5 sent huiyu to take a cab and walked gina home.. Somethings happened while walking back.. Shall not mention it but i jus hope nth will go wrong.. Anyw, reached home, on the living room air cons and set up the sofas, cuz that's where we'll be slping.. We were suppose to meet the rest tmr at 8.30am.. LOl.. but really too tired le.. We woke up at 9.30am despite setting the alarm clock.. then i realised i forgot to switch it on.. Zzz... Okok.. so went down to meet the rest and train-ed to vivo.. Ate at the kopitiam.. Si xiu who msged me ealier sayin she can't come with us last min suddenly appeared.. LOLS... good.. got another gal coming with us after Huiyu and yiying pulled out..

Reached sentosa ard 12pm.. Surprisingly its like not crowded at all.. Sort of empty for a sat morning or afternoon.. So we found a comfy spot under a shade and w/o hesitation, me and wei sprint down into the waters.. The rest wanted to play first b4 getting wet but.. too bad.. We toss them 1 by 1 into the waters.. Frst was dason, then gm dam funny... We grabbed him and he shouted out "okok put me down.. i walk in myself.. " sOrry pal.. Too bad.. hahas... AND in GM went into the waters.. Des was lucky enough cuz he didn't bring spares.. so he was spared.. so was si xiu.. Gina another one damn funny.. We gave her 2 choice and she decided to walk in herself.. She tried to back out and wei gave a a shove which was too weak to push her in so i gave her another one to make sure she is wet totally.. LOLS !!! Chek ark i know.. HAHAS... But come sentosa dun have fun and get wet might as well dun come.. So we played vollayball, soccer and monkey(in the waters).. Halfway there was a lifeguard demo... Was to ensure us public that their sentosa life guards are all qualified and certified life savers.. LMAO... the first demo alr screw up.. its like a kayaker didn't put on his vast and his kayak capsized.. So 2 lifeguards were mobilized.. On surfed towards the victim with a surf board while the other kayak-ed there.. but he didn't reach them.. cuz that life guard.. a fat one.. damn fat one.. he capsized halfway there.. LMAO.. me and dason laughed like mad in the waters... Super funny, he tried to get back onto his boat but prob cuz of his size.. he couldn't !!!! =P

At ard 4 plus we left to shower and headed to vivo.. Des's cousin waiting for us there.. Actually she was supposed to come with us to sentosa but i think she fell back asleep.. So met us only then.. Their cousin is damn chio for her age.. I tell u.. next time she grow up le cfm alot of suitors.. Hahas.. Couldn't decide where to eat and didn't have a movie timing that could suit us, we headed back to AMK and settled for sumo-house.. LOL.. ate my second meal of the tiring and exhausted day.. slacked awhile at hub then went to my hus bball court slack.. cuz wawa jio-ed us basketball so we went.. Shawn came too.. We played with other ppl 3v3.. Me das and wawa.. we were 10-4 leading in the 11 ball game and yet we lose 10-11.. Zzz... i gave my best le.. Haix... chionged even though the blisters were burning on both my feet.. hurt like mad.. esp during sentosa cuz played ard bare footed mah..
Went home ard 12.. bathed , dota-ed then they wanted to slack somemore so went to cb mac.. met wawa, shawn at 2am.. wei and gina came at 3.30am.. knn.. super tired lor.. slept awhile at the mac cushioned seats and got gan-ed by the manager there.. ccb... Then we went to gina hus playground there slack somemore.. Knn.. super fking buay tahan alr.. so i skate-skooter home.. Reached home first time fall on my bed and slept like a pig.. =S
So practically the whole of sat... i slept for like only less then 5hrs while the other 19hrs was spent playing all the way... WAD A FKING TIRING BUT FUN DAY... I dun mind everyday like that cuz it keeps my mind from thinkin too much.. =X

Photos:

You called after our dota game.. I was very glad to hear ur voice and stuff.. but i can't and i dun really wish to have anything to do with u anymore.. it's cruel but i'm sorry.. cuz i can't stand wad u'r doing now.. its unfair.. and i dun deserve things like that.. So... yeah... hope u will enjoy ur trip.. Or u have enjoyed ur trip..


Sun,

Practically due to the lack of sleep from sat, slept till 2pm in the afternoon.. Dota-ed and ate late lunch.. ard 4plus 5 went down for a smoke.. went to basketball court saw wawa's fren and played basketball again.. LOL.. then wawa came when i had to go.. cuz shawn invited us to grassroot for free pool.. Des, das, their cousin, me , wawa and shawn's cousin.. Played pool at the pub their.. had free coke from shawn's aunt.. I sort of like diao 3 rounds, one small didi(his actually damn good), then dason, des and one uncle.. i lost to that uncle by 2 balls.. could have won.. but haix.. lack of concentration cuz man utd game started.. anyw, had a chance to revenge cuz shawn didn't want to play and i won him by 2 balls.. =D

Didn't do anything much.. Ate at S11, the big one.. then went home.. think i'll rest early today.. Its exams in 1 week's time.. Will have to stard studying ler... Alright.. nights ppl.. =D



I still luv u as much.. its jus that i know when it's a lost cause.. We are impossible that i know.. Haix....