So much to ask...

So much to say...

So much to do...

So much to Consider....

Sometimes, I really dunno wad to do when i see you... I dunno wad mood i should be in...

Happy? Sad or furious?

I really wanna know wad ya'r really thinking and i wanna know wad's holding you back...
Now that we all know where the problem lies, how to deal wif the problem and wad to do when another situation pops up... I dun see why we shouldn't let things happen... But of cuz things are not happening because i keep claiming that i no longer am interested... Hahas.. i wonder who will believe that.. I'm freaking contradicting myself by saying things i'v said... My heart ming ming shi yao de... Wo que yi zhi zai zhu zhi wo zhi ji... I guess its the fear of rejection bah... To hear the word "NO" again proves to be too big a da ji for me... Haix... Someone... pls get me out of this state...

Common test are like next week.. First paper is this friday.. And i only know like less then 20% of wadever that's gonna come out.. That suxs man..