X'mas ~ the worst x'mas ever !

Went town ard 10pm with des, das,wei, gm, shawn,wawa, mel, xiao bai, wen lin, another gal whom i didn't get hold of the name but happens to know her bday is on the 3rd Jan lols.. and practically we were jus walking up and down town aimlessly.. Ppl were spraying with their spray cans everywhere.. We kanna a few quite serious ones where i totally was covered in white foam.. Most serious one was me and xiao bai went to buy sprays and got attacked.. nth we can do.. =( Anyway.. beat up this banglah.. almost had a few more fights but got held back by the gals cuz i was leading the way mah.. dun wan to let the gals kanna anything.. Headed back to AMK at ard 1am and here i am at home.. blogging.. like wtf.. compared to last christmas and 2 christmas ago.. this is fking boring.. Fk... Its like u'r yearning to have someone there to celebrate with ya.. someone who fits into the picture, someone who can at the very least produce a smile on my face.. But i guess right now there's no one like that.. GOD.... today is ur bday.. happy bday my dear lord..

Ltr dunno if shawn's chalet still on anot.. now standby at home waiting for his call.. And i'm hungry.. only eaten 1 meal today so far.. Haix.. my dining time's all screwed up.. Hmm.. guess that's all for now.. CiAo...


You can't accept it??
Last time round u told me there's someone else there..
That's why i chose to leave..
Now u tell me its dead...
Let me correct you..
It's not dead but its free...
Free to love and free to be loved once more...
But i guess u lack no guys ard u to chose from..
That's wad i hate most bout gals...
But oh man.. It's over now..
Finally.. Tot i needed more time to get over it...
But surprises, surprises, surprises..
You ain't that impt anymore..
And getting that straight made things alot easier..
So much more...
And i guess there's no point in waiting till the next christmas..
Wad i expect next christmas..
Is wad i'm gonna focus on doing...
To make christmas feels like christmas...

=D