Better in time

A part of me still seeks her heart..
A part of me wans to become a scare crow and jus wait for her...
A part of me misses her madly truely deeply...
But the other 1 part says no...
Wad's said is said...
After all.. i guess i've changed almost everything except 1...
The importance of my pride...
That's wad truely brought harm to that r/s...
Life as a individual... Wasn't that bad...
Been thru and done it... So.. i guess i know wad needs to be done..
And wad will come the next few days...
If there was ever a chance..
I'll made things right i hope... =X

Anyway, met up wei and des and wei's gan ma... She treated us suki sushi...
Ate like 42 plates all together...
Then walked ard central.. Went to find kai xin and chatted awhile...
Show her the bruises and video from last night...
She was shocked.. LOL.. but dun worry.. won't die one...
Alright.. wad to do now..
Life w/o a certain someone is really uneasy to get use to..
Jus got to keep reminding myself..
And hope that all will be BETTER IN TIME...

Alright.. meeting star later to talk again...

Thnx for always being there whenever i feel down and lonely..

Thnx for all the signs and encouragement you have given me...

W/o you.. i dun think i can even be here..

Anyway.. slight headache now.. They keep coming.. Nb..

think too much le bah.. Haix...

Ciao ~