OMG... It's jus a dream... but its so fking real...

Hey people... I know it will sound freaking random.. But i dreamt of Norine again.. And this time.. I almost died in my dream... I'm freaking serious.. I dreamt of her getting freaking married with that fker.. And i was invited to the Signing of papers at ROM.. All i can do is to look at her from a distance.. Still, she is avoiding me even till that very day.. There was this senario where everyone's moving from 1 place to the other and I was waiting for a chance to speak to her.. Guys.. I'm freaking going crazy back there in the dream man.. Kept saying "omfg !!! U'r kidding me man.." I mean.. she left me for 3mths plus.. and she can get engaged.. married in like after 3mths.. OMFG.. wad is happening man... I mean i really wanted to ask her but she avoided me still.. damn.. it seems so real and i'm freaking tearing in my dreams.. I almost teared in real, but when i woke up.. that's when i realise it's jus a dream.. But fk man.. Its fking spooky.. WTF is it trying to say? Give up norine? She's gone and for good? I mean.. Never had a gal treated me like this man.. I love her... Yet she hated me.. Wad for man.. I mean.. WTF did i do..????? Okay.. was immature and fk lah.. even when i'm with her, i'm freaking insercure.. That's why i kept saying those things.. Didn't want it to be real lah.. But fk.. now that all the pictures are out to do the talking for u.. Wad else do u wan me to say? U tell me u will nvr be with him, but u ended up at his place ? Alone? with him... in the room.. Wad will ppl think ??? Learn guitar? Fk me pls... I wan her back but.. after everything she's done... and that fking dream... Now i'm like determinded to forget her for good.. I actually told myself that in the dream.. It was so real that i remember every single small detail.. I was at this hotel toilet after that.. Really crying the shit out.. I mean.. and coughing.. Like a dying man.. OMG... i jus can't believe it.. NB.. of all.. why must it be a dream like this? SEAN told me once if i dream after 3am, it won't come true.. It was after 3am.. But its so fking reall... Norine looked gorgeous in the wedding grown... I dunno wad to do now.. I jus know that i almost died in the dream...

DAmn.. i still need to study man.. Paper's on friday.. Haix.. How am i suppose to study now.. Fcuk... Alright.. can't be fcuked.. Go study now.. Let results do the talking man.. Cya ppl.. I'll update once in a while now..



105 days since you'r gone...