You were my everything

This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the
way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I
didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like
you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the
times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I
really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no
one else could know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that
our loves torn apart

[ Chorus: ]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [ 2x ]

I know you gonna sit and play
this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as
you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

[ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/lN ]
At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hug me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

[ Chorus: ]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [ 2x ]

[ Talking: ]
I just wish everything could
have turned out different
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best
friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying

[ Chorus: ]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [ 2x ]

[ Talking: ]
And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy


Finally found a song that really depicts me in full.. Well.. these few days have been playing this online game tribal wars.. Trying to build up asap and noble other villages.. Evil yes.. But if u remain innocence... Ppl will try to find a way to get u first.. So why not be the king rather then slave.. =X Hmmmm... Sld i work??? Hmmmm... Sld i get another gf??? Jus kidding !! LOL... In my heart there's only slot for 1 and its occupied... Emptily full is wad i can think of to describe it.. LOL.. hmmm.. Des is leaving sg for taiwan for 6mths.. Damn.. Gonna miss him man.. In the mean time.. Shall focus on my studies le.. Think i didn't do well this sem.. Shucks... Missed out on the chance to get 3.0 for GPA... LOrd.. wad am i suppose to do iun the future.. Its seems so misty and foggy on the path u laid for me.. So unclear.... But haix.. Daring soul like me.. loves challenges.. =P

Okay lah.. gg Botak Jones for 1 last dinner with Des and company.. Will update again soon.. Btw the way if u'r wondering how's things with me.. I'm alright.. And erm.. Its shameful to be beaten by love... So.. jus got to stand my ground and be strong.. =/ Easier said then done.. Really.. Haix... k lah.. GTG.. ciao...



*Remember when we first met at the bus stop ?
*Remember when we had our first kiss ?
*Remember when we had our pact nvr to leave each other ?
*I guess they were already forgotten memories to you...