Had another long talk with des... This is one guy that i looked up to man.. Seriously.. Its jus so ever encouraging and peaceful talking to him.. Looking back.. At wad i'v been thru.. Yes.. firmly i said.. Enough.. Its time to look ahead.. Its time to stop all these nonsense in my life.. Meant to be or not.. Many ppl tend to use it for relationships, but now i realised that that's wad differs me and him.. I'm still looking at things in a immature way.. 19 alr.. Wasted loads of time man.. Jus wanna say "bro, i'll nvr let myself down again with the wrong decisions in life.. swear i'm gonna walk out of the shadow.. I wan the rainbow.. badly... but yes.. gotta learn to bear with the rain first.. " Life is not all about the conclusion, but the process of it.. It teaches u many things u nvr knew.. Disappointments are the main motivators.. So when u'r at the point of dying or screwing up, dun give up.. Work hard and know ur goals.. Cuz that's wad makes one successful.. Managing ur time, ur emotions, ur social life is impt as well.. Always nvr take things for granted.. Signing out.. need to rest for skol tml.. Nitez all.. And last but not least.. Des, the 40mins will definitely not be wasted... you really open up my eyes to see wad's best for myself.. so.. thnx..