Truth or Lie

I dunno wad to say bout today... Best day so far ? Or the most fked up day ever... God... Went to skol for lunch or say late breakfast with jon and ph.. Been 2 months since i last returned back.. Food's good.. =) Jon stayed in skol cuz he got to attend a camp.. Ph went off, left me and yl... the plan was to watch er.. A show, Deathnote 2 and pirates of the carribean 3 at my place... In the end, only got to watch her 9pm recorded show.. Lend her deathnote home to watch.. Went to MS for her hair cut.. Erm.. ate wadever its call.. Pasta and pizza in jap style... Exp shit.. Really.. Haix.. But i find the food okok only.. Erm.. After dinner, went home.. met up jac and alan for some pooling session.. Played till 12am.. Went off.. Met wh under his blk.. Talked for abit.. If anyone out there knows wad shit i'm going thru.. Pls dun jus throw in advise.. Drag me out of it.. Cuz i'm the soft-hearted type.. U know.. jus a little bit of wadever girls do will jus make me give in.. Haix.. feelings mixed.. Tots confused.. Truths or lies.. I nvr knew... Nvr knew that i could acutally be in this position.. Its the last thing u wan a gal to do to ya man... Lead ya on then fk u upside down.. I mean.. i got to know some insights... but ain't there any proof.. whose lying.. whose telling the truth.. i have got no fking idea man.. But she has no reason to lie to me for 1.. And 2, the other has every reason to lie.. Fcuk man.. Fcuk it... alright.. enough.. Time to cool my head.. Mj session tml at Jac's place again.. Thnx god my focus will be on trying to win as much as possible for the next 7hrs from 11am onwards.. till about 6pm i think.. However.. i jus wanna say to u.. I loved u with all i have.. Well.. only knew u for like less then a month.. and love is too early a word to use.. But constantly thinking, worrying and caring for someone.. That's not jus like anymore man.. Hope u know wad to do... I ain't gonna say another 1 more word anymore.. Choice is urs.. My phone is always by my side.. i'm neither waiting nor calling.. Jus living my life the way it sld be.. U wanna write a chapter in the book of my life.. welcome.. But if u'r here to play.. I suggest you FUCK OFF from my sight...




Everything was like a perfect world to me until when that msg came in.. It jus screwed me upside down.. Reading that kind of msg would be the fking last thing i ever wan.. Ever...
~out~



Back from mj... Lost $45.. Hmmmm.... Jac !!! U always scam us de.. Next time dun wan go ur place play le.. Kan suay one lor.. LOL... hmmm.. no lah.. jkjk.. Recently no luck in everything i do... Prob this month is my suay-est month.... Skol starting in 4days time.. Haix.. Not really in the mood to go back to skol yet... Timetable's out.. 9am - 5pm everyday except for monday which starts at 1pm.. Hmmm.. regardless.. i still hope things will be diff this sem.. Having to suffer in yr 2... no frens, no study mates, no buddies.. its fking pathetic.. Well.. deserve it so.. Hmmm.. Final yr liao ... Thank god.. =S Okay lah.. meeting dunno who later.. Blog again.. Ciao..