Aug,Sept

Interesting months with absolute no accomplishments yet heavily infested with bullshits..



Give me... a damn f**king good reason why should i be even abit sad or unhappy at the way things turn out?



Its typical ah l*** play.. Brings u to heaven for a couple of days.. then toss u like a coin back into hell... Through frens, i'v come to understanding the consequnces and actions of wadever i did.. It was stupid, immature and a waste of loads of precious time.. Which resulted in 3 failing modules for the past semester... Its a serious setback.. but oh well.. since its alr happened.. jus got to deal with it and all the pressure upon my shoulders.. Pressures to produce..



now.. let me take u guys back to wad happened.. hmmm.. where sld i start off.. Ermmm... It all started like a fairytale as i have mentioned in my previous posts.. Then dramatically.. feelings fade, true colours shown, loss of paitance, arguement arose, vulgarities bombarded my world like there's no tml.. wad wrong have i done, to derserve all these.. The answer is... spending gf's money... How f**king ridiculars... Look.. Guys are NOT oblige to f**king pay for girls.. there's no such things as free lunch... Boyfrens, being gentlemens, will glady pay for their gfs.. that's of cuz.. why? cuz we love them.. we spend our money on them willingly.. and bears no grudge.. We dun ask them to pay us back or wadever.. cuz that's the one thing we can do most.. But to certain type of ppl.. this rule doesn't applies.. An example okay?



Kevin and Sally is a loving couple.. but they, like other couples encounter alot of obsticles and therefore, leads to plenty of quarrelling.. nd which everytime, one party will give in at the end cuz we both know the cost of losing each other is too huge to pay and its f**king unbearable.. Until one day... Kevin stopped working for a period.. no income... no extra allowances.. Living on the few dollars he have.. trying to get pass each day as fast as possible.. Not to forget he still has a gf.. and of cuz meeting up with her would be the last thing he'll say no to.. Cuz jus seeing her makes his day... But whenever they meet up, kevin although tight on hand, would try to spend accordingly with wad he have left.. And tries to make every date as beautiful as the first one.. or even more colourful... At times, even when his f**king broke, he'll still meet up with her jus to relax.. And in the process money needs to be spent.. definitely.. cuz this world.. this country.. u can't live by anyday not spending a single cent.. So sally offers to pay.. and the first thing he did was to reject but end up getting his rejection rejected.. So to avoid a quarrell.. he steadily allows her to pay for him.. Its not to his liking as getting gfs to pay for him wasn't part of his plan in a r/s.. but she keeps assuring him and reasoning with him as she doesn't wants his burden to be to heavy.. That's pretty much the end of story.. the ending.. ask me...



hahas...



anyway.. going for an interview later at 10am at kallang bahru.. Applying for promoter job at ashworth.. yes.. we sld all be farmilliar with that brand.. hahas... haven slpt for today.. Been at sam's for the past 3 weeks.. on and off.. returning home for a day or 2... crashing over at his place really cost alot of things to happen.. but also.. i get to realise many more things.. =D And the number of ppl i'v been talking to recently, increased like a rocket launched into outer space.. some of them are ppl whom i'v not talked to since maybe a year back stretching back to as long as 5 years.. Was good to hear from some of them... At least the long hours of convesations kept my mind from thinking bout her.. alright.. will need to prepare for later's interview.. meeting up with my homie boy sean tze later for a buddy talk.. met him last sat.. went to tuitor's place and had lunch.. Old days memories jus flooded back like the tsunami... Studying for O's, playing and fooling ard.. its nvr gonna be the same again now.. but still its a memory worthy to savour..





I'll like to end my post with a wishing to that someone..



i wish that u realise how badly things have became.. and the most impt thing still is ur studies.. i hope u wake up in time.. cuz from wad i'v seen.. its scary even jus to imagine ur life in the future.. But i shall care no more for you dun care anymore alr... jus wish that wadever choice u make... wadever decisions u have in mind.. is the best for u... I Can't provide.. so i'll gladly step aside for the more able ones.. After all.. ur happiness is my main concern.. take care...