Life~

My mind's in a very blur state now...

It could be due to lack of sleep as i'v jus returned from a night till morning's poker game...

Or it could be becuz of sandrina...

All i could remember happened on friday was only sandrina..

Nth else but her..

Woke up in the afternoon..

Met her for lunch then acc her to bugis street to get eye lashes...

Sent her home then went to amk to look for the rest...

Waited for all to gather then went down to pasir ris...

Met sandrina then walked down to the pit together with gina....

All i could rmb was I was really jus happy to see her..

Nth else.. then wei wei came over and talked to us..

maybe she didn't like the idea of the talk but it's the past alr so....

Later walked to red house...

Nana went her halfway..

Wei wei got a little aggitated but i held him back due to smth...

Things are really i dunno how to discribe...

I think only gina and desmond and wei knows the best how i feel right now....

Saw something... couldn't get it off my mind although i was assured it was nth....

But the buay kum wan is still there...

Anyway.. cabbed down to nana's place to take ken's bag..

he left it in her bag and forgotten to take it back when she left...

Had a talk but dun think it was at all useful..

Then nana went home...

Cabbed home with gina... really troubled right now...

Dunno wad to do..

Think the best thing is to not do anything..

afterall, i'v alr tried my best....

Leave it to fate...

How i treat you ... How we spent the 1 month plus together...

You sld know better then anyone else..

And I jus hope we dun regret in the end....

Been this lifeless for the past 1 week since break up...

Really loved her alot..

But for now.. it's best i disappear from her life...

Wait till the storm's over then talk bah..

Haix...

Yao hao hao de ai yi ge ren hao nan...